Insatiable Habits

Surprise

💋Cecily💋

I give up on reaching Teseo by 10:00pm, he hasn't read any of my messages and he quit even trying to decline my phone calls which means he likely silenced his phone all together to escape me. When he blew out of here this afternoon it left me quite distraught, I had just gotten him back home, just started sorting out everything with him and truly felt like maybe we were getting somewhere together. I have no idea what my mother said to him because she refuses to speak to me about it, she's said her 'peace' on how she feels about our relationship and that he's ruined my life, and while I disagree that he's ruined my life, he has changed it quite a drastically. I am still uncertain about what my future holds, it's crazy how all these people think that money will make your life better, it hasn't made my life better, sure having everything paid for and not working is a perk but I kinda liked working, the freedom, the things that come with the middle class. Now-a-days I don't even want to leave the walls of this estate...unless it were to go somewhere with Teseo, that is.

Just thinking about him gets my heart pounding restlessly, I'm pissed off that I instantly allowed myself to get attached to him being around because I knew it would hurt like hell when he walked out of that door again without a backwards glance. I ugly cried when that door closed and his mustang laid rubber out of here. I have been curled up on my bed ever since, except to get food, I finally made myself eat something through my depression and watching Netflix is a decent distraction. I stay up as late as I possibly can, hoping that he'll come back to me after blowing off some steam but exhaustion overtakes me before I can even turn off the TV.

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Two nights later, a sudden blast of thunder has me jumping out of my skin and wide awake, I roll over to check what time it is but realize to my horrified shock that there is an arm draped over my midsection. I freeze, giving my mind time to process before a new flash of lightening illuminates the body in bed beside me. My heart rate increases rapidly when I see his sleeping face, he finally came back to me and quicker then I allowed myself to anticipate. "Stop staring at me..." his groggy voice husks and he pulls me closer to him, I try to shimmy closer to him but realize he isn't even under the blankets. He's crazy, it's freezing in here!

"You're back!" I whisper in refrained excitement then tug at the blankets. "Get under the covers with me." I add and in response he grunts and groans, tearing at the blankets until he's under them, pulling them back on top of us. He's really fucking warm, despite being half naked in this bitter ass house. "Happy now? I can always go..." wow, he's actually teasing, I wonder what's got him in a lighter mood. "Yes, I'm very happy, please don't go!" I shimmy cautiously towards his body heat until my pajamaed booty is pressed against his front, his hand immediately curls around my hip and pulls me hard against his growing hard on. "Don't tease me unless you want to be awake the rest of the night..." he warns huskily, nuzzling his stubbly chin against the back of my neck through my sleepy hair. That familiar drop in my stomach has goosebumps chasing across my skin, I have a need for him that is not easily satiated. "Then keep me awake..." and he did, exploring every inch of my body with his hands, mouth and dick before he kissed my lips then all of the smarting bites and hickeys he littered all over my body until the sun started rising through the clouds.

I'd like to say that is when we fell asleep, blissfully satisfied in each others arms but unfortunately for me, I'm 9 weeks pregnant and as soon as the sun comes up, I'm hitting the bathroom floor with my knees. Damnit, this little jelly bean is lucky I'm already so in love with it. The reason for my sleepless night aka Teseo, is crouched behind me, holding my hair away from my face and rubbing my back.