Insatiable Habits

Disappointment

🔥Teseo🔥

Finally, after too many stops for Cecily to use the bathroom or eat and whatever else, we pulled into the driveway of my home which was no longer mine. My refuge from all of the shit that this world has been discovered and no longer would be my serenity. That is why we are moving, I did not want to be found, I couldn't have my grandparents used as leverage against me ever again.

I parked and cut the engine, it is already dusk and Cecily had fallen sleep a few hours ago. "Hey!" I say discernibly, noticing how my voice caused her curled frame to jolt and stiffen then relax and uncurl until she was sleepily facing me, looking around and slowly realizing that we had made it.

She yawned, covering her stretched open mouth with her hands. "We made it!" Her voice was dense with sleepiness, I nod at the obvious but choose not to stir up her attitude with a comment.

"Go to your mother now, you have a lot of explaining to do...in the morning I'll have the doctor out, I'll come and get you, okay?" I reached over and unbuckled her seatbelt after mine and watch her, fighting my control to touch her, god I wanted to touch her so badly but that would give her mixed signals and I didn't need her feeling hopeful that her life would be anything enjoyable.

"Shit..." she breathed, looking at the house with conflict before she mastered herself and a little bit of confidence. "Okay, okay...I'll go talk to her. Shit, what if she wants to talk to you, she's going to want to talk to you!" She started to panic, the little bit of mustered confidence she had crumbling away.

"Then she can talk to me, I am going to need to inform her of this move." I didn't want to talk to her mother about her, but I'd need to. I just hope that Cecily won't blab to her about us screwing, then I'd have to deal with her mother being contemptuous. "Now go on, I can see her peeking through the blinds." I could, she was such a nervous thing around me, wouldn't even come out to welcome her daughter home from another sudden escapade in which she hadn't been informed of.

"Right, okay...I'll see you in the morning then!" Our eyes met for the briefest moments, her lips tugging into a small and apprehensive smile, but her eyes were full of tragic anxiety.

I got out of the car just as she had and opened the trunk as she met me around the back, we shared another look and this time I gave her the most reassuring grin that I could fake, never having reassured anybody of anything before. I was usually assuring something sinister.

She collected her bag sheepishly and scurried off almost painfully to the house as I collected mine and made my way to my door, stopping to watch as the door opened for Cecily and she was immediately being drawn into her mother's arms, myself and Diana making eye contact for a moment before she looked away and dragged her daughter into the house.

I spent the rest of my evening cleaning, organizing shit, packing shit and otherwise keeping myself distracted and away from Cecily, that was until a light knock on the door echoed through my home at a quarter to midnight. I hissed in a sharp breath 'That little bitch!' More then ready to finally relent to my basic sadistic nature and punish her for being bold enough to knock on my door after I told her that I would collect her in the morning. 

💋Cecily💋

"Why do you keep doing this to me?" Mom asked despairing as she pulled me into the house and shut the door, pulling me into another bone crushing hug and I loved it, I hugged her back and immediately started bawling like a baby into her shoulder, my fingers curled into the back of her shirt as I pulled her closer to me.