Untamed Heartbeats (Wild Love Series)

XI

WALA NA ako sa sarili ko matapos ang ilang oras na paginom kasama ang mga kaibigan. Nagmukha na ding isang bar ang party dahil halos lahat ay nakainom na.

Kasama ang mga kaibigan ko nakaipaikot kami sa isang lamesa at nagiinuman. Good thing this margarita can take all the problems away.

"I never knew he would come back. Sa ganitong paraan pa." sabi ni Eurie.

"Ako nga hindi ko akalain na yung taong nakilala ko ng gabing yun ay yun yung taong nakita ko na kanina." sabi ni Jazmin. Nagulat kaming lahat sa sinabi ni Jazmin. So it means na may something sa kanila ni Syd?

"How come magkakilala kayo nun?" tanong ni Ariya.

"Remember the night when Red danced erotically in front of Blake? Nagkakilala din kami nun. Then something happened." sabi ni Jazmin na paiyak na.

"Don't tell me you did something??" sabi ni Eurie.

"Yes.. Something happened between us. Kaya sobrang dami kong problema." nalungkot kami sa narinig namin.

"Pero.. si Kenneth? Pano siya." sabi ni Klei.

"The night I met Syd wala na kami ni Kenneth. I caught him cheating on me. After so many years! Ilang years na din niya ako niloloko." umiyak bigla si Jazmin na agad inalo ni Pam.

"Heyy shhh.. tahan na mahal, everything shall pass. Matatapos na din ang problema mo. It is a good thing na tinapos mo na ang relasyon mo sa kanya. Hindi talaga magandang makipagrelasyon ka sa kaniya. Remeber nung Seniors tayo? He did blamed you dahil na expell siya sa Varsity ng school just because he chose to an absence? At saan siya pumunta? Sa babae niya at hindi sayo then he would blame you?! Damn him!" sahi ni Ariya.

"People come and go. You still have a lot of years to come. Madami pang lalake jan." sabi ni Pam.

"Yes people come and go. And I guess may utang ako sa inyo na tig iisang libo." napalingon naman lahat ng atensyon sakin.

"Oohhh.. May gusto kana sa kaniya Red?" tanong ni Eurie sakin. Nagsalin muna ako ng margarita sa isang baso at agad na ininom yun. Naramdaman ko na yung init na pumapalibot sa buong sistema ko.

"I guess I didn't like him. I love him so much. And it fucking hurts leaving him earlier. Alam niyo yung gusto ko sabihin sa kaniya kaso naduduwag ako? What if masaktan ako? Takot na ako mag take ng risks!" sabi ko sa kanila. I don't want to shed a tear but it hurts.

"Alam niyo walang mali kung matetake ng risks. Remember if you get hurt, take that as a lesson for your another step. There's nothing wrong for trying. Lagi naman kaakibat ang sakit sa lahat. All you need to do is take that as a lesson and keep moving forward." sabi ni Klei.

"Wow coming from Klei. Oy seryosohin niyo seryoso siya kase matino advice niya." sabi ni Pam.

"Di pa ako tapos Pam! And Red, I guess you should try. Blooming ka oh. Ganda ng pagkakadilig ni Mr. Fernande sayo. Pak!" sabi nito at napuno ng tawanan.

MY EYES are getting blurry as I walk pass thru a wildy crowd. Ng mahanap ko ang spot na para sa akin ay nagsimula na din ako umindayog. I can feel those eyes looking at me. Mga kapwa ko Doctor at Nurse kumalma kayo hahahaha.

"Damn, Dra.Lopez. Nice moves." Someone grabbed my waist. Lumingon ako rito at nakita kong si Dr.Mendez ito.

"Hello Dr. Mendez. Nice to meet you again." sabi ko sa kanya habang nagsasayaw kaming dalawa. His hands are still on my waist. I can even feel him pulling me closing to him.

"I didn't know you are good at dancing." sabi nito at pansin ko ang init dala ng titig niya sakin.

"Well, now you know Mr. Mendez." and I gave him a flirty smile. We both know what is the real score between me and Mr. Mendez. He is a gay and he would never have guts to like me.

Someone grabbed my arm and forcefully pulled me out of Jayson which is Mr. Mendez.

"You are a liar!" Blake shouted on my face. Everyone who heard Blake's shout stopped. I can even saw my friends looking at our direction.

Humigpit ang hawak niya sa braso ko at alam kong namumula na iyon.

Pilit ko itong tinatanggal dahil unti unti na akong nasasaktan sa hawak niya.

"Bro, huwag mo higpitan ang hawak nasasaktan na si--" naputol ang sasabihin ni Jayson ng masama siyang tignan ni Blake.

"Shut the fuck up, hindi ka kasali dito." lumingon ulit sakin si Blake at alam ko na galit na galit siya sakin. But why?

"You come with me fucking liar." hinila ako ni Blake palabas ng event hall at dinala sa may parking lot kung saan nanduon ang sasakyan niya. Binuksan niya ang shuttle seat at agad na pinapasok ako. Pumasok din siya at umupo sa may driver's seat.

"Explain what is that." tanong nito ng hindi tumitingin sakin.

"What that?" I asked him cause I literally don't know what.

"That thing you do with that guy! Who is he? Did you have sex with him? Ganun ba ako kabilis na palitan huh Red? Is that how fast you girls change guys? You fucking lie to me Red!" sabi nito sakin and I can feel his anger.

"What lie? Can you please get straight to the point cause I don't know what you are talking about?!" I shouted back at him.

"YOU FUCKING SAID TO YOUR FRIENDS THAT YOU LOVE ME! I FUCKING HEARD IT! AND IF YOU LOVE ME WHY ARE YOU WITH ANOTHER GUY?! AM I NOT WORTH IT RED? MAY PAGKUKULANG PABA AKO? MAY KULANG PABA SAKIN PARA HANAPIN MO PA SA IBA? WHY DID YOU LIE TO ME? WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME?" naramdaman ko ang hinanakit sa bawat tanong niya sa akin.

I can sense that he is falling inlove too.

"Blake.. I'm sorry.." hahawakan ko sana ang braso niya ng iwasan niya ang kamay ko.

"Do you think an apologize can heal a wound? Damn baby, para mo lang din binuhusan ng alcohol yung bukas na sugat ko. You brought so much pain to me." sabi nito sakin. I cried after I heard his words.

"Please hear me out? Jayson Mendez is my gay friend. He is a gay. I got to use to his touches like that cause we've been close friends since our senior year." napahinto ito at lumingon sakin.

"But he is still a guy Red. Matuturn on siya anytime sayo. You are hot, gorgeous and down-right sexy. Every guy would want you. Even I want you so much." sabi nito at hinaplos ang pisngi ko.

"You never knew how much I want you Blake. You never knew how much I love. I would take all the risks just to be with you. I will do anything to end all of your doubts and jealousy. Please forgive me."

"I forgave you baby. Bago ka pa mag sorry and I am starting to believe you. I love you since the day I met you." sabi nito sakin at hinalikan ang noo ko.

"Belive me. Forgive me. Want me. Love me Blake. You are all that I want." sabi ko sa kanya.

"I don't know how to comprehend this but you are the sin I would like to commit. If I would be Adan and you are apple that could make me sin, I would gladly bite and make myself a sinner just for you."

I would take that risk just for you Blake. I would.