Loki/Tom Hiddleston Oneshots

The one and only pt2

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I was having this amazing dream, where me and Loki had a wedding.. on Asgard! The bells were ringing, flowers scented the beautiful morning air, Thor was panicking on which colour cape suits him better. It was perfect. A perfect beautiful future with my husband as the love of my life, standing in all green and gold in front of the throne of Asgard. Frigga cried tears of joy for his dear son, Thor stood proud for his half brother, and Odin, finally acknowledges him for the first time. A dream come true for the both of us. But as I opened the doors to walk down the aisle..

"You may kiss the bride." what? I felt my world crashed before my eyes as I saw Loki kissed another women. They turned to me as if they wanted me to see what was happening. The world turned dark, the cheers and chatter from the audience morphed into laughter. They were laughing... at me. The bride snickered and whispered into Loki's ear, like she's making fun of me too. My knees began to turn weaker and weaker as i collapse and allow myself to get swallowed in this pit of darkness...

"Y/n?" I heard a soft call for me as my eyes fluttered awake. My heart aches, my head was throbbing, I felt like throwing up at the sight of myself.

"Y/n? How are you feeling dear?" Loki held my hand softly. It seems like he had carried me to our bedroom as soon as I passed out.

"What am I doing here?" I quickly got up but Loki gently ushered me back down.

"Don't get up. You still need time to recover."

"I need to leave, we've broken up Loki you don't have to worry about me."

Loki's eyes brimmed with sadness and worry. "We've.. broken up?" He said shakily.

"Wasn't I clear before?" I said softly and looked down, unable to look him in the eye.

"But... y/n I... I love you y/n.." To my surprise Loki started crying. He clasped my hands with his trembling ones and kneel beside me. "Please y/n I beg you.. I'm sorry I cheated I know.. I know how wrong it was."

I started crying too, both our tears staining the white sheets of our bed. "Then.. why..?" I asked shakily. "Why did you..? I-I.. know I'm not g-good enough.. but I never knew you.. would betray me like this.."

Loki swallowed himself with guilt of his crimes. Rubbing my hand in circles with his thumb, he began to piece his own words together, because anything that he was about to say is going to decide the fate of him and the person he loved most.

I waited for his response, but nothing came. I sighed. "Its okay Loki.." I held his cheek, his tears running down my hand. "I understand." I tried to crack a smile as I spoke. "Treat her good okay? I wish you both a bright future."

I let go of him and got out of bed. Loki just stared at me with wide shocked eyes. He didn't know what to say or what to do. No excuse would suspend him of his deeds. As soon as I got to the door I felt a strong pull. Loki hugged me tight from behind, his face buried behind my neck.

"Y/n my angel please don't go... I beg you.. please don't leave me.. please.. stay with me y/n.. It's my fault alright? All of this is my fault. Please I can't live with the guilt if you leave." The more he begged the tighter his grip got on my waist. "I'll delete all my connections with her okay? Can we turn back time? For us? For our sake? Please? I wont do this again I swear to you on my life our love will live on forever.."