SMS #1: Eros in Taboo (Book 1) [COMPLETED]

Chapter 21

~Mistake~

Matapos naming kumain ay agad akong pumunta sa aking suite. I started brushing my teeth after I took a quick bath.

Medyo naging tahimik ang pagkain namin sa isang restaurant dahil sa nangyari kanina. Lausus, Thence and Damien are still silent. Kuya Herminio already told Priapus what Damien informed them.

Ayaw ko ng malaman pa iyon ni Priapus. I'm sure it is going to be a big blown to both of us. But I also wanted to talk to Lausus about what he did!

Matapos kong mag tooth brush ay muli akong lumabas ng hotel upang pumunta ng beach. It's not that so cold, so I decided to take a dip. Mas pinili ko ang hindi masyadong mataong lugar. Mayroong nasa cottage pa nila at nag iinuman. Mayroon ding pinapalibutan ang bonfire na gawa.

I took off my short dress and lay it safe on the bamboo chair. Napangiti ako kaagad ng medyo nasa leeg ko na ang tubig. Hindi ko alam kung saan pumunta ang mga pinsan ko. Ang narinig ko lamang usapan ng mga ito kanina ay magka clubbing ang mga ito.

I wanted to go too. But I want to behave as long as those scenes was still fresh.

Hindi ko namalayang medyo nakalayo na ako dahil sa pag-eenjoy ko nang paglangoy. Hindi naman ako natatakot dahil sa hindi kalayuan ay mga tao pa ring lumalangoy at ang ilaw ng nagbabantay sa dagat ay pabalik-balik.
The waves became bigger.

Medyo nakakaya nito akong dalhin. Napangiti ako nang tumingala sa langit at nakita ang maraming bituin doon. This feeling is so eerie and cozy. I thought a loud environment will be good. But this silence is kinda better.

Akmang lalangoy na sana ako pabalik ng may biglang pumulupot na kung ano sa aking beywang. Gumapang ang kaba sa akin at akmang sisigaw na ako nang magsalita ito.

"It's me, baby," he whispered. I instantly feel calm but my heart is not. It's hyperventilating!
Napaigtad ako nang inilapit ako nito sa kaniyang mainit na katawan. I maybe not drowned in the water, but I'm drowned with the intense heat of his body.

I feel his lips on my nape. Nanayuan kaagad ang aking balahibo. I don't even know that he has this effect on me so much! Ngunit ng muli kong maalala ang nangyari kanina ay agad ko itong naitulak at lumayo.

Hindi ko gaanong makita ang mukha nito, ngunit nakakasigurado akong magkasalubong na ang kilay niya at nakakunot ang noo.

"What the hell, Aoife! Why are you keep pushing me away? Kanina pa 'to ah! Look, the both of us here are fucking alone! What do you want! You can't just push me away, baby. Not that I'm already smitten to you."

Muli niya akong nilapitan at niyakap. How can this be so difficult? How can this like of things be so wrong?! Marami na akong natanggap na salita dahil sa aking mga kamalian. But this kind of mistake feels so good. I can give up my closet and cards and even my phone just to be with him!

Hindi ko na mapigilang hindi umiyak. I encircled my arms on his neck. This is the only mistake I don't want to be forgotten. This is a mistake I don't want to be corrected!

"But, this is wrong!" I whispered on his iron-clad chest. Naramdaman ko ang paghigpit ng kaniyang hawak.

"I don't fucking care, Aoife. Besides, how the fuck it became wrong? I'm just... I-I... I-"

Bumitaw ako sa pagkakayakap at sinubukang tingnan ng maigi ang kaniyang mukha. His lips twitched. Malalim itong nagbuntong hininga at walang pasabing hinalikan ako.

I hate once again myself. I hate the way he makes me feel like I'm in drag racing! I hate him because I wanted him so bad. I hate him for being my brother and I hate myself the most, to feel all this forbidden!

Our kisses got deeper and sweeter. I can even feel the strong and big waves hitting on us, but we didn't budge. Gusto kong isipin na kahit ang alon ay hindi kami kayang paghiwalayin.