Analicia || vh - 29.7k Reads (EDITING)

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Analicia's Pov

OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!! OH MY GOD VINNIE JUST FUCKING CALLED ME ATTRACTIVE !!!!!!

Okay Ana breathe or fucking stay calm, I looked towards Vin seeing his posture changed noticing that little by little he's sinking in his seat possibly wanting to disappear but me attractive??? Ewww Vinnie you're blind I'm no where near attractive at least that I know I'm not

I felt bad, I wanted to say something but how can I possibly make this be better throw a joke out? Or be sarcastic? I don't even know if he's like a sarcastic person I mean we barely just started hanging out I don't want to make this worse and ruin our night

I cleared my throat, when I turned back to look out at the passing scenery I felt something move from my ear reaching for it and taking it from it's place noticing it was a now dried rolled blunt, I stare at it wondering if I should offer for him to hit this blunt with me, honestly I started smoking when I was 16 I'm 19 now may be wondering why i started smoking

Well not that hard to explain but my big brother from another mother Kyson was the one who introduced me, I'll explain that another time right now I'm still staring at my blunt "uh so do you like smoke?' I asked awkwardly raising the blunt in mid air showing it to Vin he smiled "I'm more of a raw joint kind of guy, but sure I do smoke" he said glancing my way towards the blunt, "wanna park somewhere to smoke that cause I really don't want to get pulled over" he said "sure we can hotbox" he chuckled "so I'm guessing you aren't new to smoking" he said I hummed a quick 'mmhmm'

He drove to some park area a few cars parked.. creepy but we're at a park "is this your spot" I asked being curiously nosy

"Oh I found this place when I first moved here, I was just driving alone by myself cruising honestly drinking my coffee from Starbucks and just had a me moment to myself" he replied I can tell he was serious this is his spot to take some time to go through each and every thought that runs through his mind. We got that in common almost everyone does, and that's the thing that would help out with newly friendships and also helps me as well since we are beginning to get to know each other I'm not gonna massively drop every deep and emotional thing that's happened to me on him

I'm not gonna do that to him, besides I can't even handle going through it reminding myself of what's happened from then to now

I lit the blunt, letting the flame from my lighter burn the cigar filled with marijuana on the wider side then hitting it a few times to inhale some smoke holding it in and slowly exhaling feeling at ease; weed short for marijuana peeps helps me from overthinking shit, and keeps me really chilled out, feels good to be on clouds feeling light and happy honestly especially if you clear your mind but it sucks cause once the high is gone it's back to feeling all the miserable pain from life.

I passed the blunt to Vinnie, he took it and sat back hitting the blunt, "anything in mind that's been bothering you?" I asked he sat there quietly taking a few more hits; ashing the cigar then passed it back to me

I unbuckled my seatbelt and sat comfortably, as I waited for him to collect the right and most explainable answer "well, mostly what's been on my mind is, my fans I love them so much I honestly wouldn't be where I am now without them; I so fucking appreciate their support even if I just wanted to be a streamer but when I started posting on TikTok literally everything right then and there escalated and of course some were pointing that I was 'hot' 'sexy' just bizarre names and especially when I post 'thirst traps' it gets worse; and I also don't really want to be known as Vinnie the hot stuff I mean thank you but I'm not really comfortable like that you know" I nodded