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Ana's Pov

It's been an hour; my bags beneath my eyes were puffy and red, the tears that fell from my eyes stained onto my cheeks from the coldness; I blanked. I shut off every bit of humanity so I could stop thinking of it

And just suck it up; how'd I do it? I clear my mind, I don't think of anything unless I want to think of anything. I sighed as my cries stopped I hated when I cry, I feel at my lowest when I cry... I feel so ugly.. yeah I tell people different when they're upset but that's just how I am I don't take my own advice/word for it I shut it out, I mean I try but horribly fail and have the biggest mental breakdown

I laid in my bed a little bit longer; getting myself together for the day ahead of me. I grabbed my phone to see I got two missed calls from Larri, one from Dix, and three from Nai, two from Mandy, and a few texts from Jess

iMessage

Jess🤞🏻❤️
hi babes!! Miss u!!
@11:56am
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Jess🤞🏻❤️
know im here angel 🥺💓💓
@12:00pm
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Jess🤞🏻❤️
come back to dallas soon babes!! love u!!
@12:03pm
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I smiled at her messages; it's only been two weeks and I miss those potheads

Finsta

testyjessy, bleh_casey, and 6,748 others likedanabanana missing my pinky 💕view all 391 commentstestyjessy missing you ten times fucking more though babes 🥺💓1h       147 likes      Replyanabanana @testyjessy awww pinky staawwpp!! 😭💓40m   284 l...

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testyjessy, bleh_casey, and 6,748 others liked
anabanana missing my pinky 💕
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testyjessy missing you ten times fucking more though babes 🥺💓
1h       147 likes      Reply
anabanana @testyjessy awww pinky staawwpp!! 😭💓
40m   284 likes       Reply
pandymandy my favorite people 😍😍
30m    142 likes      Reply
anabanana @pandymandy my favorite human bean Eva!! 😫
25m    184 likes      Reply

imnotlarri two baddies ALERT! 🥵
20m    394 likes      Reply
anabanana @imnotlarri my hype bitch foreva!! 💓💕
16m    347 likes      Reply
bananaana who else came from stalking Ana's main page following ? ✋🏻☺️
10m    20 likes        Reply
anabanana @bananaana love you stalker 🤍🤍
5m      248 likes      Reply
billnai my fucking bitch I miss youuuuu 🥺🥺🥺🥺 answer your goddamn phone!!!
3m      369 likes      Reply
imnotlarri @billnai ^^ what this bitch said 😠
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I read both Nai's and Larri's comments along with my two best friends in Dallas; I liked all four along with my cute stalker fan as well

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