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Ana's Pov

I stayed underneath my covers all night, I opened my eyes to see brightness, uncovering my head. I looked around groaning a bit from my slumber. The beams of the sun was beaming through the peeks of the blinds. I moaned as the brightness was killing me, I got up and pulled my curtains closed.

I just wanna be alone.. I got lied to.. they kept this secret from me... I really thought it would be different.. I mean come on we had our date not even two days ago.. I made my way back to my bed; I got beneath the covers and stayed under them for a while.

I hear the creak of my bedroom door "babe are you okay?" I hear a familiar voice say. Jess. I didn't even respond. I couldn't. I felt my bed sunk a little bit as she sat by me; she slowly raised the blankets. She came into sight, I tried holding my tears back. But I just broke down. Crying all over again. "Aww babe noo" she leaned down hugging me; I hugged back. "What happened? You just came home, walk past us and didn't say a word." She stated. We both sat up, as Jess sat next to me. "Everything was going good until Bryce started getting all soft about not talking to me, and he said something about being mad and I was curious on why I would have been mad at him when really he wasn't even part of the situation." I let out getting pissed, letting it all out. "And then he let out how Vinnie told him not to tell me anything, and Bryce chose to not tell me until everything was good between me and Vin." I groaned frustrated. As I leap back into my pillow, throwing the most problematic fit ever.

I hear Jess sigh, "but aren't you glad they came clean about it though?" Jess asked. "Don't you get it? Vinnie wasn't planning on telling me.. I had to hear from someone that I truthfully and deep down trusted.." I let out softly. Realizing Bryce and I's friendship was probably just a waste of time. "Look babe I know they both betrayed you especially Vinnie.. Again." She pointed out. "Wanna know what I said to his face?" I softly asked. "Hm?" She hummed.

"That I wasn't gonna wait to just end up getting hurt again.." I mumbled. "Do you think y'all three will work it out?" She asked. I honestly don't know.. Maybe we will he did point out that the two did know each other longer than they've known me.. But still the fact that Bryce is like my brother. Ever since moving here I didn't feel like I belonged and Bryce changed that for me. Instead of pushing me away he kept me around, and introduced me to everyone else except for like Dixie and Char; I met them through Nai and Larr.

But still my heart aches knowing Bryce kept Faith and Vinnie from me. I never kept anything from him not even Mandy's crush on him. He knows but Mandy acts like she has no clue. But she makes it completely obvious.

I frowned, "Bryce maybe but Vinnie let me down twice already and I don't think I can go through pain three times. " I mumbled, as last night kept replaying in my mind. "You know what they say three times the charm, right?" Jess teased. Making a small joke. I shook my head softly with a smile that I didn't even have the energy to do. I sighed. "I just need some time to think over everything and see my pros and cons for each of them." I let out shrugging. "But right now I just wanna sulk forever and cry like a baby" I whined, as I threw my covers over me again..

Jess sighed, "We'll bring you some food later okay babe?" I mumbled a small yeah, as I hear Jess's footsteps depart from my bed and hear my door shut after she exits.

I sighed, the quietness was really getting to me.. I hear a whine coming from the side of my bed, I opened my covers to see my furry baby tilting his head to the side as he did a questionable whine. Curious about why I'm upset. His cute face. He made me smile softly as I pat the small empty spot for him to jump up. "Mommy is upset right now.. I told him as I was gently scratching his head. You're probably wondering whatever happened to Vinnie," as soon as I said Vin's name Zeus rose his head and looked my way; The fact that my dog is so close to him and spent so much time with him before that makes my heart ache for him. The two have gotten so close while Vin will visit. Honestly, Vinnie will get me to be my most relaxed self. Make me feel safer in his arms. He would give me butterflies nonstop. Make me a freaking tomato every freaking time we're together. Make my damn cheeks hurt. And he would also make feel better about myself even if I do deny it but when he compliments me I'm literally dying of softness, gushy-ness, and all mushy like which is very weird cause well I've had crushes but they've honestly can't top how I feel towards Vinnie.