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Vinnie's Pov

So currently I'm sitting in front of the most prettiest girl, I ever laid eyes on. Don't get me wrong, every other girl I've met are pretty as well in their own way you know but Ana... Ana is just so damn pretty. I've honestly never felt like this; this unexplainable feeling. When I was talking about her I felt like I was floating. On cloud 9 honestly. The way her eyes sparkle when there's light glaring, the way she lights up just going on about herself. For example she lit up at the mention of her dog, so he probably means a lot to her... I wished I meant a lot to someone. There are just I want someone who doesn't mind me streaming. Or playing video games, support me in my dreams.

I haven't found her yet..

I looked up at Ana as she was watching the little ripple waves form in the pool, the way the moonlight reflected onto the pool and cause a shimmering light to move along her face, she looked beautiful, without even trying. I must've stare way too long cause I see her brows knit together in confusion as a small smile appeared and her mouth moved meaning she said something and I missed it

"Huh" I came back from my thoughts "I just asked if there was something on my face, you were uh" she let out a soft chuckle "staring" she added making my cheeks flare red a bit as I leaned my head the other way so she won't catch me looking out to the view of LA, "Sorry I just zoned out" I lied when really I was staring

"So Vinnie, why didn't you talk to me the first two weeks I started hanging out with you guys?" She asked taking a few hits of the blunt in between her index and middle finger. She grabbed all of her hair and placed it on her left shoulder causing her hair to dangle from it

"I honestly didn't know how to approach you, and I didn't want to seem like the try hard too" I said truthfully taking the blunt from her

"You didn't even seem like the type honestly, when I first bumped into you I just thought you were some guy I was bumping into" she said "but now knowing a little bit about you; you seem like an outgoing guy just wanting to chase his dream with or without TikTok fame" I hit the blunt smiling softly. It's true. I've always had a dream which was becoming a streamer and it came true but as soon as I started with lip sync/comedy for TikTok or I thought was comedy I was just being goofy growing up

"Yeah" I said "what is your dream?" She asked as she took the blunt from when I passed it "being a streamer, and it came true thanks to my amazing fans." I said appreciating everything they supported from then till now. I kept a smile on my face truly grateful. I guess she noticed "you really love your fans don't you?" She asked

"Yes truthfully I do, they supported me even if they didn't need to, I'm just happy making others happy as well, if I see you smile I'm doing good by that, and I never want to upset my fans in any way so in private life I keep it to myself cause I wouldn't want them to get upset if I was seeing someone yeah I would want to show off that someone I just don't want shit to get crazy and then drama starts and I don't want to deal with it especially since growing up I would sometimes be involved even when I don't want to be." I said "I bet you your fans are beyond happy that you're on this planet" she said "I know I'm happy about it as well" I looked up at her sitting straight "yeah?" I questioned "oh uh as a friend of course" she let out a nervous chuckle the way she tensed up when I caught what she said, she's happy too.. as a friend.. as I repeated that in my head it echoed so I guess just friends.

But stupid isn't that what you want? My conscience asked me. Go away fucking conscience. I don't know what I want.. everytime I'm near her my heart starts racing like a speeding car never stopping