Is It Really Just Your regular high school au//karlnap

~Chapter 10~

"because I self harm and not only on my wrist" I say in kind of a whisper I look up at her. She hugs me she then whispers in my ear "I'm glad you share this with me but Karl why" I hug back "I'm sorry" I whisper back

"oh Karl don't be sorry" I let a few tears fall we stay there for a minute or two. She let's go and smiles "how about we go to my house" she say in a soft tone I only nod in response she smiles.

she calls her mom as we sit in silence "come on Karl my moms here" we get in the car we drive get to her house her mom doesn't get down "niki I gotta go to work" "ok mom bye!" She drags me inside she sits me down "tell me how you started and show me them" she says.

( TW SH MENTION) so I did "well I've always hated my body and the first game I got insecure because I was wearing a skirt and people were look at me then I go home and" I sighed "it's ok Karl take your time" niki said "and then my I started saying bad things to myself and I couldn't take it so I cut myself I cut one thigh 5 times and my wrist 3" I looked at her she nodded which let me know to keep going

"then at your party I accidentally walked into the wrong room when I was trying to go to the bathroom and sapnap and some girl making out" I stoped "I may have formed a crush on him" she smiled "anyways after I went home and went to sleep I woke up and remembered all of what happened then cut over my scars on one thigh and I had a free thigh so I cut it 4 times" I sigh "and that's it I'm sorry niki" I say with a tears falling down my face. She grabs my face and wipes my tears. "hey Karl it's ok just don't do it again now can you show me the cuts?" I nodd and pull up my pants I hear her kinda gasp. she stairs at them "I'm sorry" I whisper "stop apologizing Karl" she says.(TW OVER) (I think I'm spelt stair wrong I meant to put like starring but it's fine)

"I think I know a way that you can go to the beach tomorrow and nobody will see them" she says and I smile "how?" "I have water prof foundation I'm pretty sure it'll work" she says she walks out of the living room. She comes back a few minutes later and hands me the foundation and smiles "here"

I take it "what if I doesn't work" I say her smile fades "then everyone will see them but I'm 95 percent sure that it won't wash away" I smile "thanks niki" I get up and hug her she hugs back "I think ima go home now" I said "ok" I take my phone out and go to text my mom then I remembered she is working tonight

*maybe sap can take you home I mean he said he's give you a ride anytime you needed one* *ya but what if he was just being nice what if he's asleep* *who would be asleep at 9 pm just text him* *ok ok I'm going* I go to ranboos contact because I don't have saps

Ranboo:))

Me
Hey ranboo

Ranboo :))
Hey Karl you need
Something?

Me
Ya actually I do could
You ask sapnap to
Pick me up from nikis
And take me home
Please I don't have a ride home

Ranboo:))
Ya sure let me ask him

Sapnaps POV
*knock knock* "come in!" Ranboo opens the door slowly I laugh "why do you open the door so slow after I say come in" I say "I don't know" he says "so what do you need?" I ask "oh right! Um Karl needs a ride home and he asked if you could take him home" "oh ok well where is he" I ask "he's at niki house" "oh ok ya tell him I'll pick him up" "ok" he walks out the room
I smile.

Karl's POV
I start to get anxious *what if he didn't actually mean he'd give me a ride at anytime* my phone goes off I check

Ranboo:))

Ranboo :))
He said he's going
He'll be there in a bit

Me
Ok thanks ranboo

"So are you going to tell him" asks niki I look at her confused "tell who and tell them what" I say she smiles "tell sapnap you like him" I laugh a little "why would I tell him?" I say "well you can clearly tell he likes you" I laugh "what ever you say niki if he does like me he's going have to be the first one to confess" she laughs "ok Karl" she says rolling her eyes

I heard a honk "that's my ride bye niki!" "Bye see you tomorrow don't forget about the foundation" I smile "I won't" I walk out and see sapnap. he's wearing a hoodie and if I had to guess sweatpants.

I get in the car and smile a little yep sweatpants. "hey Karl" he says "hey sap thanks for taking me home my mom had work tonight and I totally forgot" I say "no problem" he say smiling "I'm sorry if I bothered you" he looks at me for a moment "you didn't bother me"

the rest of the car ride was quite it wasn't an awkward silence it was a comfortable silence. we got to my house and I got out the car I wave "thanks again sap see you tomorrow!"

"Bye Karl" I walk in the house I walk upstairs and change I take out my swimming trunks and put everything on my night stand I put the foundation in the restroom I go to my bed and lay down not even a minute later I fall asleep.

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