Is It Really Just Your regular high school au//karlnap

~Chapter 15~

Karl's POV
I wake up and check the time 11:30am I walk down stairs to see my mom "morning mom" "morning Karl" "we have had the same conversation every time I wake up" I tell her "I know don't worry I'm going to sleep I made pancakes" she said handing me a plate "thanks mom I appreciate it but go to sleep please" I say

"Ok I'm going to sleep Karl" she says walking to her room I sigh and sit at the table. I scroll through my phone and I finish eating then i walk to the living room and turn on the tv. after watching tv for a while I walk back to my room  and decide to take nap.

~later~
I wake up and check the time 7:10pm *mom should be up by now* I get up and walk out my room I knock on my her door "come in!" I open the door and walk in I see her doing her hair "hi mom" I say sitting down on her bed

"Hi Karl how was your nap" she asks "it was good how'd you sleep" I ask "I slept good your usually not here when I get ready and leave for work" she says sounding surprised "I know" I say she looks at me "who's hoodies that?" She says

I look down realizing I still had saps hoodie on "oh I was cold yesterday and my friend have me his hoodie" she smiles "was it that sapnap guy?" She asks looking at the mirror so she can see her hair

"uh ya but why'd you say it like that?" "Like what" "like that" she laughs "I didn't say it in anyway Karl he just sounds like a nice person" she says looking back at me "ya he is" I say she puts on her shoes and walks to her bed room door "come on Karl" I get up and walk out.

"What time do you come home?" I ask "usually I get here about 8 or 9am" she says I give her a hug "bye Karl I love you" she says walking out "bye mom i love you too" she then walks out I close the door and lock it. I walk back to my room.

I sit down *it's hot in here* I think to myself *well no ones here I can put on shorts* I go grab some shorts and change into them. i sit in my chair and start playing video games

Saps POV
I check the time 7:30pm I get up out of bed and see ranboo sitting down watching tv "hey sap" "hey ranboo" "what do you want me to make for dinner?" He asks "umm what do we have" I ask "hm fish,or pork chops" he says looking in the freezer "I guess pork chops" I say

He walks back to the living room and grabs something then walks back "oh here" he says handing me a multi colored hoodie I grab it "who's is this" I ask "it's Karl's" "why are you giving it to me?" "You should take it to him he's probably looking for it" "right now?" I ask

"Yes right now plus when you get back the food will be ready" he say I sigh "fine I'll take it to him just let me get dressed" I walk back to my room and get dressed I put on my shoes then walk back to ranboo "I'll be back" I say to him he smiles "take your time" I walk out and get in my car.

Karl's POV
I hear a knock and walk down stairs I open the door and see sap "oh say sapnap why are you here?" I ask surprised to see him he hand me my hoodie "you left your hoodie at my house yesterday" I grab the hoodie "thanks sap" "no problem" we stand there for a moment

"You wanna come in?" I ask "uh ya" he says we sit down on my couch "hey Karl did you know we don't have school anymore" he says "oh no why?" I ask "niki said something about them fixing up the school or something like that" *thank god I don't have to wear that skirt again" I say to myself "oh that's cool means I get to spend more time with y'all" I say

We stay in silence For a moment. I see that he's starring down I look at what he's starring at until I noticed I'm wearing shorts and you could clearly see my scars and cuts my mind starts Racing with thoughts.

*oh no how am I going to explain this* *Karl that was dumb if you to wear shorts* *ok how about you pretend like you didn't see that he saw them* *ya that sounds like a great idea*

(TW SH) "Karl do you... cut?" I hear him say "umm" I stop for a moment not knowing what to say or do "maybe you should leave" I say in a whisper I look up at him and then back down "what?" He asks "you should leave" I say looking at him "if that's what you want" he gets up and leaves. I lay my head back and tears start rolling down my face. I get up hot tears still rolling down my face as I walk to the restroom and start looking through drawers. finally I found the blade I cut "1.2.3.4" on each thigh I look at my self "GOD KARL LOOK AT YOU, YOUR SO PATHETIC" I yell at myself I walk to my room and burry myself in blankets soon enough I fall asleep crying still. (TW OVER)

Saps POV
I drive back home with my mind racing with thoughts *maybe I shouldn't have said anything* *maybe I shouldn't have left* *why would he do that?* *maybe I'm the reason he's done that*

*I mean what else could it be everything is perfect I'm the only reason but how could I be the reason* *have I said something wrong which made him do that?* tears start rolling down my face I get to the house and walk in ranboo sees  me.

"Hey sap- hey what happened" I start walking to my room but he grabs me stoping me "sap" he hugs me and I hug him back tears still falling. he starts rubbing circles on my back "what's wrong" I take a deep breath "I think Karl self harms" I say he pulls away and looks at me with a confused face.

"what? Ok tell me what happened" he says "I saw his scars and cuts and I asked him about them then he told me to leave" he pulls me back into a hug "hey it's ok" "not it's not what if-" "what if what?" "What if I was the reason he did that" ranboo looks at me "hey sap it's not your fault how about you go lay down" he say "ok" I walk back to my room and lay in my bed

*god why am I crying I shouldn't be crying I should help him stop* *ya but he asked you to leave* *maybe you shouldn't have* *it was the right decision he asked you to leave and you did what he asked that's the most you can do right now* I end up falling asleep still crying.

Karl's POV

I wake up and check the time 3:30am I sigh and get up out of bed I check my phone. -3messages-

                            Ranboo :))

Ranboo :))
Hey Karl sap
Told me about what happened
When he went over.

Ranboo:))
all I wanted to say is
I hope it gets better.

Ranboo:))
I'm Always here for you no matter what :)

I turn off my phone and sigh I grab some clothes to shower. I walk to the restroom and look at myself in the mirror my eyes red with eye bags my nose runny and my hair a mess I start crying.

I turn on my music and the water I get in the water while it still cold I could care less. I sit down in the tub and cry.

                         ~a while later~
I get out and check the time 4:50am I get dressed and walk to my room I lay in my bed and start crying taking in the faint smell of sapnaps hoodie soon enough I end up I falling asleep.
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