Is It Really Just Your regular high school au//karlnap

~Chapter 25~

Continuing from last chapter

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(TW SH/SUICIDE ATTEMPT/EATING DISORDER/THROWING UP MENTIONING)

"hey George" I ask "Hm?" He asks "you said you went through the same thing what do you mean by that?" I ask he freezes for a moment "I'll tell the story from the beginning" he says "ok" I say

"When I was 16 I started an eating disorder" (there 18 now) "in the beginning no one noticed I started saying the same things over and over. when they'd tell me to eat something and I would finally agree I'd throw it up later I had started cutting."

He takes a deep breath "I had a really bad life at the time my family didn't care about me, my grades were slipping and stuff" he laughs a little

"anyways guess who was the first one to notice after about a month" he says "hm dream?" I ask he laughs "no I love dream but he's not very smart" I laugh "it was sap he was the one who noticed" he says giving me a small smile "what'd he do, did he help you" I ask

George laughs a little "no but he did tell me that I needed to tell someone" "why didn't he help you" I ask "not my place to say. ask him anyways I told him I'd tell dream" he says  "so did you tell him?" I ask his small smile fades

"no I didn't I attempted suicide a few days after I told him that I'd tell dream. sap did help it's just dream helped me with my eating disorder and helped stop cutting " he sighs "after my attempt I was in the hospital for two weeks"

"dream and sap would switch dream would be with me during night and morning and sap would stay with me during the afternoon so dream could go home and get some sleep"

"After I got out of the hospital dream took me somewhere and confessed to me. Before I had attempted I had texted him telling him I loved him and now we're together and I moved in with him" he says looking around

(TW OVER)

"And now we're here!" he says I smile "I'm glad you told me" I say he smiles "of course" there was a knock on the door "come in!" Yelled George. It was sap "hey George" he says walking over to us "hey sap" "how've you been" George laughs "you'll never stop asking that question will you?" He says

"Of course not" says sap with a smile dream walks in "did he ask you how you've been George" asks dream "of course I did and I'll never stop" they all laugh "the answers always the same sap" says George

He laughs "I know" "anyways we gotta go" says sap "oh ok bye"says dream I get up "bye" I say walking out "bye" says George we get in the car and drive home

~at home~

We get inside and I sit on the couch sap sits next to me "hey sap" "hm?" He asks
"You know George was the one who told me to get help and tell someone" I say

he looks at me "that's good" he says with a small smile "he told me that he went though the same thing so today I asked him what he meant" I say I see him get tense

"Did he tell you?" He asks "well ya but he told me that you were the first one to notice but you told him to tell someone else" I say "did he tell you why?" Asks sap

"no he told me it's not his place and to ask you" I pause for a moment "so why did you tell him to tell dream and you didn't help him like your helping me?" I ask

(TW PANIC ATTACK MENTION/SH MENTION)
"I was dealing with stuff at the time" he says "like what?" He doesn't say anything "you don't have to tell me" I say feeling like I made him uncomfortable he sighs "no it's ok" there's a minute of silence.