Is It Really Just Your regular high school au//karlnap

~chapter 21~

Karl's POV
"Karl wake up" I feel them taping me "no just a little longer" I mumble I hear a laugh "WAKE UP KARL" I jump and realize it's Tommy "TOMMY WHAT THE HONK" he starts running away laughing I sigh.

I sit there and rub my eyes. I get out the car I walk up to niki leaving sap behind "hey Niki" I say "hey Karl" she says with a smile "why are we at the beach so late?" I ask "it's more fun" I raise my eyebrow "trust me" she says with a big smile.

I smile "sorry about yelling" says Tommy looking down. I look at Wilbur and see him watching us I laugh "it's ok Tommy" I say "Tommy let's play tag! Oh hey Karl" says tubbo I smile at him "hey tubbo" he smiles "come on Tommy!" He says running soon tommy chases him

I walk up to Wilbur "did you get mad at Tommy for yelling at me" I ask smiling he smiles back "of course" I laugh "your such a dad" he just rolls his eyes. Niki sits next to him I turn around looks for sap I see him siting with dream and George i walk to them

I sit down next to George. He turns to me "oh hey Karl!" He says with a smile I smile he hugs me I laugh. one thing I've learned about George. he loves hugs. Dream stops talking to sap and sees me "hey Karl" I smile "hi" George let's go of me.

After a minute I look around tubbo ranboo and Tommy playing tag. Wilbur and niki sitting down talking. dream George and sap also talking about something. I start to stair at the water the sun going down I smile and zone out.

*I wonder if ranboo was telling the truth* *oh really were talking about this again?* *yes we are* *even if he does your to scared to confess first* *one thing we agree on* *true* I hear laughing And look up

Tommy tubbo and niki are now splashing each other in the water. they're the only people in the water right now. I smile a little I feel a tap shoulder I look and it's George "hm?" I ask "are you hungry me and dream are going to go get food" he says

(TW EATING DISORDER)

"no I'm fine" sap hears me and turns to me "But you haven't at since like 12" he says looking at me we make eye contact *actually I haven't eaten at all and I don't want to* "I'm just not hungry right now" I say with a smile "that's fine do you still want us to get you something just in case you get hungry"

*if I say no then I feel bad because sap knows I haven't eaten* *but if I say yes then I'll waist food* *why can't I make a decision* *I will just get food I guess*

I look up at George because I'm sitting down and he's standing up "ya I guess I'll get something where are y'all going" I say with a smile "i don't yet what do you feel like eating" *nothing* "Um I guess pizza" I say with a smile "ok" he walks away I look at sap and he smiles *if he makes me eat I can just throw it up anyways* *god Karl your sick* *i know*
(TW OVER)

I sigh and stair at everyone one in the water. Ranboo,niki,Wilbur,Tommy,tubbo, and George probably trying to get everyone's order "why don't you go in the water" I hear sap ask I stay starring at the water "I like watching the water" there's a pause I look at him "but if you wanna go, go I'm not stoping you" I say with a big smile

He shrugs and goes to the water. I start starring at the water again *why do I have to give everyone fake smiles* I lay my head back and start starring at the stars soon I hear my name I get up it's niki

She walks up to me "hey Karl why don't you come in the water with us?" Asks niki "I don't know" she smiles "you know if you don't go now sapnap will definitely pick you up and put you in the water" I smile a little "let him" she giggles and walks back to the water

I see her walk to sap a few seconds later I see him walking to me smiling "hi sap" I say giggling he gets closer and I get up I start running away he runs after me "come back here Karl!" He yells soon I stop I started to get a little dizzy

He catches me "I caught you!" he said carrying me to the water I laugh soon we get to the water he puts me down the dizziness stops and I take a deep breath he puts his arms around me I smile a little after I minute I hear George yell

"Foods here guys" everyone gets out even me George hands everyone there food I sit back down were I was earlier George taps my shoulder "you want your food right now?" He asks "no thank you" I say he sits next to me sap sits on the other side of me and dream next to George.

(TW EATING DISORDER AND TROWING UP )

Sap taps my shoulder. I turn my head to him "hm?" I ask he hands me my food "please eat you haven't ate since earlier" he says *if only he knew I haven't eaten in days* "I'll eat later sap" he frowns "please" I finally give in "fine" he smiles and I take the food I start to eat it slowly

*I really didn't want to throw up today* I think to my self *you don't have to you chose to* *ya because I'm not perfect like I wish I was* *your you* I sigh

"What's wrong Karl" asks George I look at him "nothing" i say and look at my tiny pizza and eat 2 slices then I stop and put my box down I watch the water move soon I hear niki "wanna go to my house guys?" "Sure" I yell back everyone says yes. I get in the car with sap I can feel the sand in my feet I make a face at the feeling and start starring out the window

We get down at nikis everyone goes and changes I go in the restroom I look at myself in the mirror *you know you don't have to make yourself throw up?* *i know* *so why do you do it?* *so many reasons* I sit in front of the toilet and make myself throw up I try not to make to much gaging nosies so no one checks on me once I'm done I get off the floor and change (TW OVER)

Once I'm done changing I get out the restroom I go and sit down on the couch next to sap. He's to Into the movie on the tv to even say hi I tap his shoulder he turns to me "hm?" He asks "could you take me home" I say checking the time •12:54• it read "sure" he says getting up and grabbing his keys out of his pocket

"Aww y'all are leaving already?" Says niki walking Into the living room I smile "ya I'm tired but we can hang out tomorrow if you want to" I say she smiles "if I come up with something then I'll say" she says "ok I'll see you later" I say walking out the door

I get in the car sap turns on the radio I stair out the window soon we stop at my house I get down "bye sap" I say waving "bye Karl" he says with a smile soon he leaves. I get in the house and walk up to my room I sigh I grab clothes to change and walk to the restroom

I change into shorts and a plane black t-shirt I walk back to my room and lay in bed soon enough I fall asleep.

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