🌺The People I've Grown To Hate🌺
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Chris
"Umalis, work ulit" tipid na sabi ni Greg na nakaupo sa couch at nakaharap sa nilalarong video game sa TV
Sinara ko ang pinto nang makapasok si Luna at tumakbo na paakyat nang hagdan
"trabaho nanaman?" I said as I walked towards the kitchen to drink water
My mom was a lawyer. It is understandable na busy sya palagi. It was rare to see her inside the house. Masyado na akong nag aalala. Kahit na galit na galit ako sa kanya
"nagmamadali sya kanina eh, urgent daw" Greg swerved to the side, ginagaya nya ang pag galaw nang sasakyan na nasa screen
I scoffed. I hate her. I hate how she doesn't trust her own chidren. I hate her for thinking that I was blind to what she really does
I shook my head in disappointment as I made my way upstairs
In front of my bedroom door was Luna, my black-furred puppy, laying down waiting for me to open the door
Pumasok na ako sa kwarto ko at nagmukmok. It was always like this, pag dating ko sa bahay, kwarto lang at si Luna ang kausap ko. I hate living here. I hate being a part of this family
I hate living in the same roof as the people I've grown to hate
Nilingon ko si Luna nang tumahol ito at umakyat nang kama
"Hindi ako malungkot Moon" I told her
The dog whimpers as she moved closer to me trying to comfort me. Napangiti ako, buti pa yung aso may pakialam
"Moon..." I laughed as I called her
She was the only thing I loved genuinely. Simula nang magtanim ako nang galit sa mga taong nasa paligid ko, puro kaplastikan nalang ang naging trato ko sa lahat. I was now avoiding the feeling of pain. Gusto ko lang mag saya. I have bled enough. Tama na
"Kuya" napabangon ako nang buksan ni Greg ang pintuan
Kumunot ang noo ko nang mapansin ang kakaibang itsura nya "May... May bisita ka" aniya na parang ayaw talaga itong sabihin
"Sino?" kunot noo ko syang tinanong
He scratched the back of his head, hesitant to tell me my unexpected visitor. Hinila ko nalang ang sarili ko sa bintana nang kwarto kung saan nakikita ko ang front door. Umigting ang panga ko nang maaninag ang babaeng nasa baba
Another person who made me miserable. Ba't sya nandito?
"tabi..." I coldly said to my brother na agad namang dinikit ang likod sa pader para makadaan ako
Binuksan ko ang pinto na walang pagdadalawang isip. Bakit naman ako matatakot? She hurt me, and this is my house
"Gev..." she said as she saw me
Akala ko ok na ako, I thought everything was fine... Until I saw her again in front of me. I felt a painful feeling inside my chest. Hindi pa pala talaga ako nakamove on
"Danica" From her emphatic eyes, naging malikot ang mga mata ko, I can't look at her straight
"Gev, I'm sorry" her voice broke
Napalunok ako. Please self, don't let her break you again, please
"What happened that night, with Leo, hindi ko sinasadya yun" she held my hands, napatingin ako dun. Bago binalik ang mata ko sa mukha nya
How can she do this?
"Alam mo na hinding hindi ko kayang saktan ka, you know I love you so much, right?"
How can she... How can she lie to me and make it look like shećs telling the truth? I know... I know what she fvcking did!
"Please, forgive me" I pursed my lip, frustrated
Forgive?
No, Chris, wag mong hahayaang manalo na naman ang puso mo. She has done this a lot of times, matauhan ka naman
She sniffed and hugged me.
"tama na" I said in almost a whisper as I push her away "Paulit ulit nalang tayong ganito, Danica"
I looked at her "do you enjoy... Seeing me, forgive you everytime you lie to me?"
I hate her. I hate how she made me believe all those lies, I hate how she bruised me again and again, I hate how she loved me and made me love her every flaw
"Gev" she looked at me with those painful, lying eyes "I would never-"
"enough, Danica!" I gritted my teeth "enough..." it was almost a whisper "I am tired. Pagod na pagod na akong sabihin sa sarili ko, na mahal mo ko. Stop using me, Danica. Hindi ako laruan"
She pursed her lips and her eyes closed
"please, Danica... Umalis ka na" I begged "bigyan mo naman ako nang chance makamove on sayo"
"I... I can't Gevino, you know that, I can't lose you" she broke down in tears
"You already did, Dani... Just... Just fvcking leave! I don't want to forgive you"
Greg gave her a small smile as he closed the door
Nang nawala sya sa paningin ko, my knees pulled me to the floor. I broke down as I punched the floor with pain
I did it. I let her go, but why... Why am I still in pain
"Kuya..." I felt Greg in front of me
Mahina nyang pinadaloy ang kamay sa likod ko. He comforted me as I continue to burst out
I never cried for anyone like this. Akala ko hindi na ako iiyak nang ganito pag nandyan si Danica. She was my comfort, my shadow when I need to hide from the cruel world, she was my darkness when I hated the sun. How could she?
Hindi ako nagkulang sa pagbigay sa kanya nang lahat. I gave her my all, why... Why did she only give me the pain I feel now?
Why does the people you love the most... Hurt you the most?
This time, I won't believe in love. Masyado na akong nasaktan dahil sa pagmamahal ko, I don't want to be a part of anyone anymore. I don't want another teardrop fall from my eyes
I don't want another piece of me, break
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