Enemies - (Bucky x Reader)

Part 7 - The incident

When I reach my room I start packing for the mission. I don't even know what to pack. This is my first mission, I don't go on them. I swear my dad is out to get me. First he sends the Devil's reincarnation to bring me back to hell, then he forces me to pretend I'm with the devil himself. I've had enough. I make sure to pack a nice gown to wear at the gala, and of course shoes and accessories, also some holsters to hold a few small knives and my gun. This really is gonna be a trip I'll never forget.

Since I still have time before we have to meet, I decide to have a quick shower to help calm my nerves. I mean this is my first mission and Hydra will be there, the people I actually hate more than Barnes. I just hope I don't crash when I see them. I want to be able to do some good and help people. I also want to get some revenge but I'm not gonna mention that to anyone. But I just hope fear doesn't take over. After all the years of torture they put me through I have to be able to stand up to them. Or else myself and the others at the gala are as sure as dead.

Flashback
The blood was spluttering from my mouth and my vision was becoming hazy again. But that didn't stop the monster from stopping. No Rumlow enjoyed this. He enjoyed seeing my pain; that sick bastard! He just couldn't wait for me to become an adult. He told me multiple times he wanted me but I was technically still a child. I remember just spitting in his face at that. I mean what exactly did he want me to say, thank you for waiting until I was old enough to force me into something. Well the dickhead had another thing coming. I wasn't going to give it to him easily. And of course my disdain for the evil man just furthered his punishment on me and he enjoyed every second of it. As the days to my 18th started nearing I lost all hope. What was I going to do? I didn't want this but I was weak and the torture from the last few years have left me too defenceless to fight back. It was the day before my birthday and I had had enough. I wasn't gonna let him have me like this. I know it's bad to think like this but I just couldn't take it anymore. My family already thought I was dead, I had nothing to live for, no one to live for. I just cried thinking of all the things I've never got to do in my life and never will get to do. I've never gotten drunk with my friends, never got to go to college, hell I've never been in love. Something I've longed for is for someone to just love me for me, not over my looks or money just for me. Well I guess that is never gonna happen. I tried one last time, I screamed for them to let me out and to say I was surprised when the doors was a complete and utter shock. But what was behind the doors was an even bigger surprise.

My dad!

Was I hallucinating? Was this God's way of telling me to not give up on life but to live? Was this even real? These were all the questions running through my head before I was embraced in a hug.

His hug!

Present time
After wiping a few stray tears from my eyes, I make my way to the Quinjet. I hated it when I had those flashbacks, it was almost like I was there all over again. But I have to push passed this. Innocent lives are counting on it. My grip on my bag tightened to the point my hand had turned snow white. The colour trailed up my arm as I neared the hanger. The anticipation of seeing Barnes had me all riled up along with my last episode I was really anxious.

Of course Barnes had to be early. Holding that continuous smirk on his face. Just another reason to piss me off. At least I was angry now and not upset. Maybe this is why I love winding Bucky up all the time; he makes me just as angry and when I'm angry I'm not sad or scared. But I'm not gonna let him know that. He lifts his bags onto the jet and makes his way towards me. Is he actually gonna take my bag for me. Thank god I'm arm is killing me.

On second thoughts he just reaches around me to grab another one of his bags

Jerk!

Obviously noticing the disgust on my face, his smirk deepens to the outer corners of his face. He knew what he was doing! And here was me thinking he was actually going to be a gentleman. Well there goes that.