The book of life: Evolution of my self through incarnation 33

On subconsciousness and internal regulation

Consciousness has an unlimited number of sub-levels, but it is impossible to be aware of all of them. Effectively, one is thus effectively generally limited to only a couple of sub-levels.

Subconsciousness is responsible for various tasks which, from the perspective of consciousness, are automated - with the amount of determinism proportional to the depth of subconsciousness.

Shallow levels of subconsciousness are those one uses in externally expressed routines.

For example, consider the task of computer programming. One may write the code only to satisfy the required functionality with no regard to its security and may or may not choose to fix the security holes later.

But one may also write secure code from the start. This, however, requires additional thinking during the coding. This thinking may occur on a conscious level but with experience it will become more and more automated, becoming a part of subconscious routines.

Somewhat deeper levels of subconsciousness regulate internal functions of the body, such as the metabolism. As evidence shows, these may be accessed and altered during meditation.

But what if it is possible to store this ability of meditation on some subconscious level as a routine and make it run on that level during daily life operation?

This is exactly what I believe I have accomplished curing my allergy - on some sub-level, a routine for alternative blood pH regulation was stored and runs periodically [or synchronized with some signal] to overwrite the default routine.

This state might also be achievable by taking stronger psychoactive substances (ie. ayahuasca, psilocybin). I, however, have no experience with such substances, but I am convinced one needs to attain a deeper understanding of nature and mechanics of universes for any permanent changes to be induced in the organism.

After I did some research on ayahuasca, it appears that transformation and other phenomena I have been experiencing starting from age 36 are similar to effects of ayahuasca (spiritual awakening, soul rebirth, communication with non-human beings, ...).

This clearly shows that attaining knowledge of universes can affect the brain in profound ways. Obviously, one must go beyond the current knowledge of mainstream physics to achieve such state.

However, it is likely not enough to learn this knowledge in conventional way, rather one must attain and experience it similar to the way I did. If that is true, learning about universes should be synchronized with changes in personality.

I have attained this higher state of being through development of Complete Relativity [https://amenoum.org/complete_relativity.html] and I interpret this as yet another evidence that its postulates and hypotheses on nature and mechanics of universes are indeed correct.

Perhaps that feeling of non-belonging to this world that followed me from my early days has now validated itself and it was meant to encourage me to search for my world inside rather than outside of my being.

Over the course of evolution such routine may even replace the old one to become default. In fact, I believe the next event of strong evolution will make this change permanent for me and likely for all neutralum individuals (as a precursor, I may just be one of the first ones to experience it).

Note that each level of subconsciousness should be associated with some internal organ[ism] or symbiosis of organisms at some scale so this still requires their will or consent to run the new routine.

Thus, if one, as an individual, is not open to new things and paradigms, due to reflected nature, creatures inside one won't be open-minded either and may not accept new routines.

All this can be interpreted as an act of strong synchronicity - where my wishes are synchronized with wishes of organisms inside me, or an act of conscious communication in symmetric symbiosis where parties are acting on mutual and relatively equal benefit.