Pure Rage

Part 7

Rynn  pov

It was that first time l saw her enter the bar with a group of people who l immediately assumed to be her friends , my heart had literally stopped l had never seen such beauty in my life it wasnt the way her curly hair was falling to her sides or that gorgeous smile on her face nor the way that short dress was tightly glued to her curvaceous body that drove both my wolf and l crazy it was a powerful feeling that l so wanted to keep feeling

Just then as l was about to do the only thing that made sense for me our eyes met though l could see a sense of innocence flicker in her eyes a connection had already formed at that moment l felt the playboy that had resided in me retire as my life had taken a new turn just because of this beauty who stood clueless and confused in front of me now all her focuss was on me ignoring her friends

For a moment the world around me fell into utter silence as l just failed to comprehend what this priceless possession was doing to me though hesistant l still found myself walking towards her and surprisingly she reciprocated towards me that's when l caught her smell mate both my wolf and said in unison , one instant l was possessed with a greater joy l couldn't understand we had found her but all be it a feeling of sadness lurked in the dark as well

it seemed as if the whole universe wanted the unison of my mate and l .Without exchanging any words l took her in my arms for the first time and believe me the feeling was just beyond comprehension , slow music had already started playing in the background as we were dancing l found myself pulling her closer and closer until our bodies were in close proximity as we continued to slow dance

Until we found ourselves in the dark side of the club alone and intimate we didn't even realise when we got all over each other my hands were groping all parts of her body while she was moaning relentlessly into my mouth ,

l knew mates were a different thing altogether but rather experience is a stranger all together

In all honesty l had been with many women before as l couldn't find the courage to wait for her not that l disregarded her but circumstance had forced me to be that way though l couldn't insult my mate by comparing her to them she was still unique in every way l could ever think of

Her reaction to my touches was just pure ecstasy to me within no time l instinctively knew no other male had the privileged to have had his way with her or was my mate saving herself for me if only she knew

"Rynn" a frail rarely audible familiar voice bought me back to reality

It was my mate why was she sweating like a bucket of water had been thrown all over her , the bed was already wet

"What happened are you okay " l panicked while trying to get her to sit upright

I had heard that female heat was a different thing altogether my mother had actually told me that it was one of the most painful things in a woman's life if her mate wasn't by her side that is why l was here after all but why did she seem to be getting worse

"Ahh " another scream echoed throughout the room as albertina griped the bed linen tight tightly from both sides by her hand , my baby was surely writhing in pain but what could l do to make this all go away

It was as if something was being torn from me everytime l was seeing her battling this heat and trying to be stronger

That night is still fresh as day in my mind when l had masked my scent from her so that she could never know l was her mate l felt terribly bad for cheating her that way but l still felt it was the wisest thing l could ever do

"Can you please stop pacing up and down its irritating me" she said her voice sounding so weak and pain clearly visible in her eyes but still she was trying to be stronger and braver , why couldn't she just be fragile and weak in front of me what was wrong with her

"Come" l finally said trying to get her out of bed and lead her to the bathroom maybe a tub full of cold water can help

"Stop l know what you want to do that won't work "

"Did you just roll your eyes on me "

when the females went into heat their scent grew stronger driving their mates insane and attracted alot of unmated males but as for me it was a different story from a young age l had been taught how to control my male instincits when my female will be in heat and take care of them it is mainly a time for a couple to bond but my mate here wasn't ready to do that at all

"Why are you " l tried breaking through to her

"Wait" she abruptly said cutting me off before l had even finished what l was about to say as she brought a whole body closer to me entangling her arms around my neck and snuggling her head in the nook of my neck and deeply trying to inhale in my neck

It felt as if bolts of electricity had raced through my body , the rate of my heartbeat had simultaneously increased and l could feel myself stiffening now l wanted to be inside her again

"Please can we stay like this l feel better " she hardly said as she tried clinging on to me harder l had sensed desperation in her voice taking her in to my arm l could feel her body realizing

This was the most serene and tantalising position l have ever been in my life , this woman was perfectly made for me in every way

If only there was a way we could find peace between our so different yet same worlds she was the queen of rogues and l was her worst nightmares from the day l had discovered her true identify l feared for only one thing breaking her heart in the worst way

Though l had vowed to stay away from her l still couldn't do it as a l could still sense the heat of my female long before it approached and so l just couldn't stay away from her because l just knew how much she neeeded me at this day and time

"What are you doing"

Shit what had gotten over me for a moment l was clearly lost and my hands were already inside the blouse she was wearing lightly caressing her skin .

"Sorry" was the only thing l could manage to say as l held my head in shame maybe l needed to leave after all how could l take care of her when l can't even tame my own desires

"its okay l should be the one apologizing for putting you in such an awkward position l know it must be hard for you too " 

now this was a new beginning l silently thought to myself ,