depressive tendencies <3

27.

how could you leave me there

alone in the pouring rain

it's 3 am

you left so long ago.

but i'm still standing here

shaking, sobbing

i just want you to come back

i'd do anything for you to come back

you're no good for me

but i'll always want you

remember when we were perfect

you still acted like you loved me

then you realized you didn't have to try

i'd love you no matter what

so you went with her

and her

and her

and her

until finally

you wanted me again

and  i waited for you to come back

every

single

time

you didn't let me talk to you

you picked me up

we drove around

we had sex

and you left me at the intersection

when did you stop caring?

did you ever?

because i did.

but that's over now.

so now i'll sit here

and continue to wait for you to come back 

getting excited every time i see a white truck

even though

it's 3 am

the rain is pouring down on me

and i'm getting a cold

but i'll keep sitting here until you return to use me again