depressive tendencies <3

24.

Maybe, one day, you'll learn

you'll learn that drugs aren't the only opportunity for addiction

I've become addicted to the feeling of euphoria

to the feeling of safety.

Sometimes, not only is it those feelings, but those words

the words we all dream to hear

from one person.

But in the end, why should it matter?

We all think we know what we want for our futures, 

but that could change in an instant.

Nothing is definite. 

Things change all the time. 

Almost four months ago, I never thought I'd make it past the age of 14.

I now understand how quickly things change. 

I now want a future, 

I'm much more confident than I used to be.

So much stronger.

All because I opened my eyes,

and allowed myself to fall into unknown territory.

Like stepping into a parallel universe,

my world was flipped upside down.

I found happiness and the person I never want to lose.

Maybe this is the real addiction.

Drugs aren't needed to become addicted to love and happiness.

I'm feeling like a chicken on a stick right now but I dont really care

My mental health is rapidly declining, but who cares? NOT ME.

peace out girl scouts,

Zo <3

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