I'll keep trying.

Wait? Who is she?

Sidearm's P.O.V: 

I'm yawning. I guess I'm tired now, it's 3am where I live but I don't want to leave Speedy. I feel such a huge comfort when it's just us two and not the rest of the guys. Don't get me wrong, I love the crew but gosh, it's nice to just have a little "bro" time. 
Speedy's also yawning. I'm to scared to ask if he wants to go to bed, I usually wait for him to say his goodnights. 

Speedy: Phew- that's it for me, Side. 
Side: bed already, bro?
Speedy: Yeah. I'm gonna check twitter and then hit the hay.
Side: Good idea. 

I scroll down my usually, "Great stream, Sidearms!" or "--:-- was so funny!!" tweets, I try to favourite as much as I can to please our fans, but this one tweet, her. I click on her profile, her face is cute as it is closer. She calls herself Tori, I guess short for Victoria obviously..
Her tweet was just like almost every average fangirl: "Sidearms date me" I giggled. 

Speedy: What is it, Side?
Side: This girl.. her tweet. *I blush* 
Speedy: Well who, Side, there's like 100 girls?
Side: Search for SparklyCaptain with an underscore
Speedy: ..Goes by the name 'Tori Wreckslevaj'?
Side: Yes exactly!
Speedy: Oh well, what about her, Side? Gotta' crush on her? 
Side: No, W-well..I.. think she's really cute.
Speedy: Obviously like her, DM her, Side. Guarentee you it'll make her smile. 
Side: I..oh, um Speedy, you know I'm not the lady's man type. 
Speedy: Oh shut up, Sidearms. You gotta' start some where, plus Tori is really cute plus she's a fan! You guys would connect easy, just be your awkward  self and I'm sure she'll melt. 
Side: Thanks man? 
Speedy: Don't take it personal, Side. Trust me on this, alright? Well.. I'm gonna try to fall asleep now. Thanks for coming out on the stream tonight. Heh heh- Sorry the stream was this long, Side. 
Side: It's cool, it's Friday anyways. 
Speedy: Alright.. Later, Side. 
Side: Goodnight. 

That's when the green skype bubble turned transparent. He was gone. 
I didn't understand Speedy's advise, I'm not a hunk like him. I don't get girls dropping to ground for me.. Shit, none of them know what I even look like, I'm not good enough for her. 
I erased my message to her, but I did favourite her tweet, I'm hoping that sparked something. I click off my computer and start moving towards my bed. I lay face up, my eyes are still fixed on her face. I feel.. weird? I sit up, I scratch my head. I think about her, Gahh-. She's really cute! How did I barely just see her? Wait, dumb question, there's like 100 people, mostly girls who urge for us to message them, I wish I saw her sooner, I'm glad I did. 
I bury my face into my pillow, I feel butterflies swarming insise my stomach, it's been so long since I've felt this way over someone. 

Gahh-  her.