I'll keep trying.

One thing.

As the sun rose and Tori's pick of an alarm when off, I jumped out of my bed with my heart beating faster and faster with each step I made to the bathroom. 

The shower was no different either. I was literally stiff as a board when the water dripped off my body. Literally today was the day, the day I see her.. I also couldn't sleep, I rolled to each side of my bed until my anxiety tucked me to bed. I'm so nervous to see her but just my sheer excitement takes over. 

I grabbed the car key's from the fruit bowl we keep it in and literally ran to the door. I texted the guys to see if any one if awake, to my surprise they were already awake, probably never even slept. My mom didn't let me sleep in the hotel with them, even though I offered sleeping on the couch or the floor but my mom said it was a waste to sleep at a hotel when I live just across town. I got kinda sad, who knows what the guys, I felt sorta left out. 

I kept checking my phone, I was anxiously waiting until the time marked 4:30pm  that's when Tori's flight landed but no matter how many times I checked the time it still read 11:57am . I got so frustrated at that time. 


Pulling in front of the hotel, Speedy texts me that the guys are hungry and want to grab something to eat. Parking my car not too far away from the hotel, I see them already giggled and shoving themselves through the front doors. I wave at them and the walk my way. 

Sidearms: Hey guys. How'd ya sleep? 
Speedy: Pretty good, bro. 
Hova: Would've been better if D4 wasn't such a bathroom hog. 
Deluxe4: Hey! That's not true! 
Hova: Yeahhhh...24 minutes in the shower doesn't sound that obscure in the shower......for a girl.
Deluxe4: I just.. Gah. 
Deluxe 20: I slept like a baby actually. 
Deluxe4: When don't you? You slept through the whole plane flight and the entire night without hearing a single thing. 
Shadow: Lucky, D20. 
Sidearms: Well, If you guys are still hungry, I know this dinner downtown not too far from here we could go to. 
Speedy: Sounds good, Side. 
Nobody: ...So...we're all just gonna pile onto Hova's car like a clown car? 
Sidearms: Well no, I drove myself over here with my mom's car..
Nobody: Oh yeah, I forget Sidearm's is almost an actual adult and doesn't drive a toy car anymore. 
Sidearms: Hey!


On our way downtown, my phone was the most important thing to me, it still never hit me..Tori was on an airplane over here..She's on her way..5 more hours...
I saw from the corner of my eye Speedy staring at me, sorta concerned, I brushed it off and stared back onto the road with my leg still shaking vigorously. 

Speedy: You alright, Side? You look like you killed a man? 
Sidearms: N-no..I'm just..I'm scare..d...man..
Speedy: Of? The cops finding out? 
Sidearms: Omg
Speedy: Just kidding, Side. No really, scared of what? 
Sidearms: Her. I'm scared of her. 
Speedy: Oh that's right! She's coming earlier than planned! 
Sidearms: Yeah, her estimate time is 5:00pm but she says to be there at 4:30pm just to be safe. 
Speedy: She came alone? I would be worried too if aimlessly, pretty looking girl roamed around the airport. 
Sidearms: Ah! You think so!
Speedy: Joking again, Side. There's no need to worry, Side. We're all literally physically here to be with your "Side". 
Sidearms: Hahahahahaha, Thanks man. I needed that. It's not that I'm worried something will happen to her, well of course I do!, but I'm really worried what she will say. I don't want her to come all the way here for me to make it 2 weeks full of awkward innuendos. I really like her, Speedy, part of me wants to just go for it but the rest of me doesn't want to ruin what we already have you know? 
Speedy: Of course I know how you feel, man. Everyone at some point has gone through that Side, it sucks alot. The only thing I have to tell you is just hope for the best. Even if she were to say no, just hope for the best. 
Sidearms: Thanks man.

Speedy smiled and looked back at the car window, I smiled and gripped on the steering wheel, no matter what I still couldn't believe it, she was coming in just a few hours, I felt butterflies flutter through my insides trying to escape  my mouth every time I thought about it. I've honestly never have felt this way before in my life and I loved every moment of it. 


~*Time skip*~ 
After we finished eating, we pilled ourselves into the car again. We still had 2 more hours before I had to pick up Tori from the airport. 

I asked what they wanted to do now and most of them wanted to just chill around, since we were downtown, my mind popped up with the idea of taking a stroll around city, surprisingly they seemed to agree. 

Knowing the city a little bit too much, I quickly found a parking garage that had to be my go to place, I parked in the spot I've parked for the 2nd year I've known how to drive.
I got off the car and fondled with my keys and stared down as the guys pilled out of the car. Before I blinked I noticed Speedy was looking at me with a concerned face, I didn't want to look back at him because I knew he knew something was up, and there was. I really just wanted time to pass so I can see her, but I really wanted time to slow the fuck down because I was nervous as shit. 

I couldn't believe I was going to see all the cute little side smiled selfies in person and hear her adorable shy laugh in real life, but I was scared to do so. I really didn't have a purpose to be nervous but I did. 

Speedy: Side, quit being nervous, bro. 
Side: Is it noticeable,  man? 
Speedy: I know the rest can't see it but I can see clearly how nervous you are, Side.
Sidearms: Oh man. 
Speedy: Sidearms, you're going to fine. Everything is alright, you're going to be alright. Just 2 more hours and you don't have to worry so much, okay? You're gonna make it, buddy. 

Something Speedy says or the way he says it always makes me happy. I'm so glad I met Speedy, I'm so glad I met the crew. I watched Speedy join the group of guys, laughing and pushing each other to the street or upcoming objects, Speedy motioned me to join the group and I did with a smile on my face and the relief overcame my worry.

*Author's note: 
I don't have an excuse for the delay of this chapter. 
I've been really depressed and I'm so not fucking ready for school in two or so weeks. 
I really just want to go away without no one knowing but oh well. 
It's 5:46am and I really hope you guys enjoy this chapter. Thank you for almost 500+ (almost half of 1k) it means alot to me and it means alot to me. Much love, see you soon. xx