I'll keep trying.

City lights.

Unfortunately our first Convention day was canceled, it began to rain.. literally ruining our entire plans. I had to act fast to make up the sudden down fall. We waited almost all the day in our hotel room, playing CS:GO and the rest of the day we spent it walking around the town literally dripping wet and freezing but we didn't mind. Our friendship is so odd. Like we are almost basically scattered the entire country and we still manage to spend our time together and even here physically together, we didn't mind the rain we just wanted to spend time together as much as we wanted because who knew what other time we were all gonna be here together.

As the sun slowly started setting Jahova had the idea of bar hopping, which made no sense with me because both me and Tori don't drink, we were both of age but drinking wasn't our cup of tea.. literally.

We stayed at the first bar we found for about 3 hours, I was really hoping the rest of the guys would respect the fact Tori was here and that they didn't get too drunk. The parking garage wasn't a block away, actually, I didn't even know what part of town we were at.

Tori an I sat awkwardly still managing to keep a conversation while the rest of the guys kept their party on, I never saw this part of the guys so it was a totally new experience to watch up close but I had to keep my cool.

On the other side of the bar, this man kept staring at my direction, at Tori. I would casually glance back at him to see if my eyes were deceiving me, they weren't. He was staring at her and the more glances he made the more anger that built up inside of me.

She didn't even notice which was the worst part. It was useless to tell her but it was even more useless to tell one of the guys. They all sat in a round table by the actual bar, Jahova and Nobody were laughing their heads off at the argument they were having with Deluxe. Speedy, D20, Shadow and g18 silently sat and giggled at whatever they were saying, I'm sure they weren't as drunk as Jahova and Nobody but the last thing I wanted was to make a scene out of something so small.

I grabbed Tori's hand and I pulled her out of the couch we were sunk into and I pulled up two chairs to sit with the guys, she looked confused and sightly uncomfortable with the guys slightly buzzed or heavily buzzed. She just awkwardly smiled.

And that's when Jahova turned at me.

Jahova: Sidearmsforfuckingreason. How's my little five year old doing? Have you fucked your girl yet?

Never have I felt my heart sink that much further into my body before after what Jahova said.
I have never felt more betrayed and more hurt than at this moment and at this time.
I knew Jahova was drunk and whatever he said, he didn't mean it but I was always told drunk words are sobers mind.

Tori's face looked from a mixture of confused and disgusted.

I looked at Jahova with almost tears, my eyes got puffy but nothing came out, I felt so humiliated.

Jahova just laughed and continued to mock Deluxe but no one else was having it anymore.

I played it off as I tried to explain to Tori that is not what I had intentions to do at all, she just smiled and said it was okay and that Jahova was drunk she understood his ways. She then was telling me how back at home her family is known for being heavy drinkers so she's used to this kind of behavior. She was going on about how at parties, bbqs or any type of get together the eldest always drank while Tori, Tori preferred to stay in room and drink hot tea. That's what I loved about her, she was so kept together, I saw a bit of myself with her makes me realize how much I really do like her.

Our conversation was stopped after the bartender handed her a drink, they all looked back at her and she stared down at the drink.

Tori: Um.. Sorry I don't drink.
Bartender: Oh, I'm sorry, ma'm. It was a compliment from the man over there.
Tori: Oh um..
Jahova: C'mon Tori! It doesn't get any sweeter than that. One drink won't kill ya'! If you don't drink it I will.
Tori: I guess.. One drink wouldn't hurt.
Jahova: Thatta girl!