There is violence, language, smut scenes and references to SA and trauma. 18+ . This book is gruesome with some scenes. Please do not read if the above trigger or upset you.
**This is my first book ever so please bare with me.. **
Josie was a norm...
I cant believe he has a treehouse and never told me. What else is he hiding...He interrupted my thoughts "here we are I'll get the bags you can go on up."
I stepped out to see a pully system I go stand on what seems to be a platform. "Bucky where is the treehouse?"
He laughs. He hid the car and runs over to stand next to me with the bags. He smiles a devious smile and hits a button that sends us up like an elevator. I grab onto his arm and we go up. He just looks at me "what?! I've never been in an open air elevator." He laughs.
As we get closer to the top I see strings of lights lining the wall way. I look up and see it.
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As we approach the bridge he goes first. I have never seen anything like this. He turned around and smile "come on it won't bite come inside with me"
His last words.. come inside he wants me to be in his secret house even when he knows I'm unstable. I could feel his excitement. I walked in looking around it was so beautiful one bed in the center a small kitchen against the wall and a bathroom on the other side. This was like a vacation.
" I come here to get away. When things get unbearable I come here to just release stress and tention. It's why they always send out alerts of a missing mr Barnes. Wanda holds them off until I get back."
I remembered when I first got there the missing Bucky alarm. "Hey Bucky soo first off wonderful place. And second So that time you said you had to go get something you just need time away from me?!"
He rubbed the back of his neck chuckling a little "yeah I know how bad that sounds..."
He hung his head. I walked over and sat next to him on the bed. "I love you goof. I love everything about us Bucky this relationship has become so passionate. We are a perfect fit aren't we." We we're looking out the huge window. I saw him get up and leave. He was moving bags. I went outside to get fresh air. I started thinking about us and our long journey together. I truly wouldn't want anyone else by my side.
I turn to walk in and Bucky is on his knee staring up at me. "Look I know we haven't known each other long. I know it's soon, I know you have so much going on and shit so do I..Josie.. I love you, whole heartedly. I am yours Josie. I will be yours until the end of time. I can promise you I will kill anyone and be killed for you. This is my promise to you." I started crying why the hell would he want to marry me. I know it's not the link talking I know it's him. Our link is more of a feeling of one another not a love spell. I get that now. He's super anxious!
I got down at level with him staring at the 3.56 oval carat diamond solitaire ring in its Tiffany's box. This had to cost a Fortune.. or he stole it. Whatever the case maybe, Im in. "Bucky I've been yours since you almost beat me up in the ring. I'm all in." He placed the ring on my finger and spun me around under the lights. He put me down and kissed me hard.
I backed up and looked at him. "Sooo can we go have sex Future Husband?"
He smirked at me "anything for you future Mrs.Barnes" my stomach did a back flip Josie Mae Barnes damn I can't wait. He started kissing me gently, with passion. I want to stay in this moment forever.
We were starting into each others eyes. I got him to myself not just this weekend but forever. He slowly started to undo his pants and shirt I wiggled out of my clothes. We were standing naked in front of the window in the forest, alone. I moved my hands slowly up his arms and gently wrapped them around his neck. He slid his hands down my sides. He broke the kiss moving to my neck causing me to tilt my head to the right giving him more access.
His hands moved from my sides to my back and ass. He smiled into my neck and grabbed my ass. "One of my favorite things about you." I giggled. He lifted me up by my thighs and took me to the bed which was inches away. He got on top of me looking into my eyes. We scanned each others faces. Breathing heavy he ran his fingers up my leg and stopping at my thigh. He slowly rand his fingers to my spot causing a moan to escape.
He never took his eyes off mine. He started moving in circular motions. I bit my lip grabbing my chest. He started to pick up the pace and I arched my back. Letting more moans escape. I could feel myself getting wetter and wetter at his touch. Hell just his existence was enough to drive me crazy.
He shifted and moved his hand to himself. He rubbed my entrance with his erection. I moved my hands to his chest then to his sides running my fingers up and down. He positioned himself at my entrance and making full eye contact slid in nice and slow. I threw my head back letting out a slow loud moan as he entered me.
He got himself all the way in and held himself in me. He grabbed my face "look at me Josie." I opened my eyes not realizing I had them closed. My hazel eyes met his ocean blues and I was lost at sea. He bent down kissing me and moved out and back in slowly. I moaned into his mouth causing him moan back into mine.
We broke the kiss and he picked up pace. We were grinding in harmony. I felt like we connected more tonight than we ever have. I could do this forever. I could feel him on the verge of cuming. He kept twitching inside me causing me to give in. I stared into his eyes as we moaned together I came and he followed. I ran my nails down his back as he had a handful of my hair. We had just made love..
He rolled off to the side. "That hit different knowing you're mine forever.."
I closed my eyes smiling while catching my breath "it did for me too."
He smiled and pulled my naked body to his. We were just wrapped in a sheet. Everything felt perfect. I was head over heels for this man. He stroked my hair and kissed the top of my head before he passed out. In that moment being in his arms I felt safe. I felt like I was.. I was home.
