PAINFUL THORNS : La Cosa Nostra Series #1✓

Chapter 12

"Find what you love and let it kill you..."

Chapter 12

Americ's POV

Naalimpungatan ako ng maramdaman ko ang paggalaw ng bagay sa kaing tabi. Mabilis kong iminulat ang tingin ng makita ang isang nilalang na nakaupo sa tabi ng aking kama.

I was clueless to see thorn sitting beside me, I thought hindi na ito babalik? Tingnan mo nga naman ang kapal talaga ng mukha---

"What?" I asked him dahil hindi ako kumportable sa tingin na ibinibigay niya sa akin ngayon. Then I looked at his hands when he raised something he's holding. I was taken aback at 'tila naubos lahat ng dugo ko sa katawan ng makitang yung folder 'yun.

I tried to steal it from him but he quickly moved it away. I already burned those down! I'm panicking right now, I know how impulsive this man is when it comes to those woman he loved at masisira lahat ng plano ko oras na hinayaan ko siyang makalabas ng hospital na'to.

He will surely go there without thinking. Shit!

"Let me explain--"

"Why?" He cut me off, malalim akong napahinga at muling tumingin sa kanya.

"I know that you will act impulsively kapag nakita mo yan so I tried to burn it." paliwanag ko but I don't think he understands it.

"You know that I lost a child because of these people, what do you expect me to do then? Wait for them to escape? No way!" Bulyaw nito sa harap ko. Napailing ako ng sunod-sunod dahil sa pagiging agresibo nito. This is why I don't want him to see these papers.

I'm starting to feel the pressure in my head right now. Nag-uumpisa na namang sumikip ang dibdib ko but I shoved everything off. I really didn't like explaining things because I'm not good at it.

"Now that you know it can you please calm down and let explain to you my plan--"

"So you already have a plan? I thought you just don't want to tell me this because of your parents but I didn't know that you could be this selfish." Hindi makapaniwalng tumingin ako dito.

I'm selfish? Woah?! I didn't expect to hear that from him. Sa kanya pa talaga nanggaling 'yan ha?

I calmed myself as much as I can dahil kumikirot na naman ang aking puson. I guess your father won't stop, until you finally leave me, anak. I won't let him do that.

"Can you please stop acting like you're the only victim here?! I also lost someone and if you think that I'm selfish for keeping this secret then I am selfish! Are you happy to hear that?! I'm selfish thorn!" Bulyaw ko sa kanya. I'm literally screaming at him, sigurado akong rinig na rinig sa labas ang sigaw kong iyon.

I was silently caressing my stomach dahil sa puwersang ginagawa ko ngayon. I'm so stressed by these arguments and I don't want to put too much reason for the baby to be harmed.

"Where are you going--hey jerk! Don't you dare go there! Asshole!" Sunod-sunod na sigaw ko ng walang imik siyang maglakad palabas ng kuwarto. I have a very bad feeling about it.

"Hey girl? What happened I saw thorn leave outside---" I walked into Apollo who just entered the room.

"Call atlas for me, say that I need the help right now." Diretso ko siyang tiningnana sa mata.

"But how about you? Where are you goi--what are you planning to do? Diyusko ano bang nangyayari?!" He is starting to be hysterical. Mahigpit kong hinawakan ang balikat nito.