𝐇𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐋𝐘 𝐉𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐒 - 𝐃.𝐌.

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Savanna Holcombe pov:

People say there's stages of grief. And ways to cope with getting over a heartbreak.

But this wasn't heartbreak I was experiencing. It was betrayal.

I was taken advantage of.

My finger felt empty, even just one day after throwing it at him.

That ring had love in it. It had meaning.

Apparently I was mistaken for thinking that.

I know Draco can fake a face. He's mastered it.

I don't even know if he was really crying or not.

But here I am. Lying in bed, trying to get sleep. Trying to forget and erase all that happened today.

The fake words he said. The real words he wrote.

Blaise told me people would find out quickly. Word spreads fast, even if you don't tell anyone.

People notice how you separate from the people you "love"

The worst part about this whole thing was...

I really did love him. I wanted him with me everywhere I went.

I took a deep breath. I rolled over to my other side and caught a glimpse of his jersey in my closet.

I couldn't help myself...

I walked straight towards it, holding it in my hands and pressing my cold face against it.

My tears haven't stopped since the incident. I couldn't calm myself no matter how hard I tried.

No one can calm me the way... the way-

The way he can.

I forced the thought out of my brain..