𝐇𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐋𝐘 𝐉𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐒 - 𝐃.𝐌.

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- two weeks later -

Draco's hair is getting long. It's weird to say that as a way to prove time has passed. But when his hair gets long, I notice. It makes him look younger.

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( Draco's hair hehe)

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It's even weird to think of him being a father when he looks so young. But in a way, I like his hair like this. It's cute and different for him.

Another way to tell that time has passed, is i'm now in my second trimester of pregnancy. I'm fourteen weeks pregnant.

I'm getting headaches, dizziness, random hot flashes, and aches in my stomach. I'm thankful enough that the morning sickness has worn off.

But through every single one of these symptoms, Draco has taken care of me as if I was dying.

When I get a headache, he gives me medicine and kisses my head over and over until it feels better. When I get dizzy, he helps me sit down, and he gets me water. When I get hot, he turns the fan on and puts a cold rag on my forehead. When I get stomach pains, he puts a heating pad on the parts that hurt, and he kisses it over and over until it feels better too.

I couldn't be more grateful for someone like him. I don't know what I would do without him.

School gets in the way of his helpfulness though. I have to rely on pain meds. Even though the medicine can heal my pain, it doesn't heal my heart. For some reason, his kisses pay a big contribution to my recovery from symptoms. And sometimes I have to try not to cry when i'm in a class without him. And when I see him again after times like that, I have tears in my eyes because I missed him so much. He wipes them away and tells me he's here. Even though it was only an hour without him.

When you love a man, and you're carrying a part of him inside you, and you've had sex with him enough to not care if he sees a baby coming out of you, you get pretty attached to that man. Or boy, I should say.

Shit, I love that boy to death.

We're young. I know that. Maybe too young even. But regardless, the more pregnant I get, the more in love I am with my child that I haven't even met yet.

Draco too, I can see it. Every week he notices a difference in my belly, even if it's the smallest difference. His face lights up, and it's the cutest most adorable thing i've ever seen.

I think about what our baby will look like a lot. Will they look like Draco or me? Who's eyes will they have? Who's hair will they have? Who's nose will they have? Who's lips will they have?

I always picture our baby looking like Draco. I don't know why, I just think it'll be adorable to see Draco with a little version of himself.

We still haven't found out the gender. Two weeks ago I told Teila that we would find out the next day. But that was also the day I had the best sex with Draco i've ever had.

And after that, we fell asleep in each other's arms and didn't wake up until after the school day had started. So Draco and I stayed in bed and skipped.

Remember when I said there would be days I would cry when I would go an hour without Draco? Well, today is one of those days.

I wipe a tear as it falls waiting for class to end and lunch to begin. I sit by myself in this class. I'm trying to hide the fact that i'm pregnant and my boyfriend isn't here to kiss every inch of my body.

I know that no one in this world is gonna love me the way Draco does. And I think that's why his absence kills me. Because each and every day, I notice how much he loves me in everything he does.

So here I am, in class crying because I miss him. Trying to hide my tears and my pregnant belly.

The professor dismisses our class and I pick up all my things in an instant.

I rush out the door and head to the great hall for lunch. As soon as I walk in I see Draco already sitting at the table. He comes to me.

We've been through this. He says he doesn't want me to get too tired, so if we're ever in a situation like this, he comes to me.

He notices my cheeks wet with tears as soon as he reaches me, "Oh my darling." he says furrowing his brows in pity and pulling me to his chest.

"I'm sorry." I sniffle, "I can't help it."

"Don't apologize, precious. I missed you."

Without another word, he leads me out of the hall by my hand, and all the way back to our dorm.

As soon as we get inside, he sinks to his knees and lifts my shirt up.

He kisses my belly over and over. I'll never get tired of it.

When he stands back to me, he gives me a quick kiss, "I'm here my love. What symptoms today?"

"I'm dizzy, tired, and hot." I say.

He picks me up and tucks me into the bed.

"I'll be right back." he says.

He's only gone for three minutes. Just three minutes. But it feels like three days.

When he comes back, he has a plate of food in his hands, and a glass of water.

He sets the food on the bedside table and hands me the water, "For your dizziness."

He walks into the bathroom, and when he walks out he's coming toward me with a rag.

"To cool you down." he says, placing it on my forehead.

He climbs into bed next to me, "Sit up really quick."

He places a pillow behind my back to prop me up a little.

For lunch he got me a sandwich, and he feeds it to me in little pieces.

It's a little unnecessary, I'm not pregnant enough to not be able to feed myself, I don't think I ever will be. I told him that. But he just looked at me like I was a crazy person, so I didn't say anything again.

Once i'm finished he turns the light off. We've been doing this. We just sleep through lunch since it's pretty long.

And what can heal my heart is his presence. He presses his lips to mine and all of a sudden i'm getting caught up in the moment.

I'm on top of him now, but he flips me over back onto my back.

His lips move to my neck, and he kisses at it softly. He removes my shirt, skirt, and tights. I'm left only in my bra and panties.

For a second I think we're about to have sex, but he only goes to his wardrobe and gets me one of his shirts. He puts it over my head and gets back in the bed with me.

We just kiss now. I think it's impressive for a teenage boy to have such restraint. For a teenage boy to be fine with only kissing me.

I enjoy every moment.