Cali Kids: XOXO Sequel (The Ranger$) #Wattys2015

17: Langston

«Dedicated to @IndiaJohnson0. Don't forget to vote, comment. Any mistakes i'll fix later. Hope you enjoy this & without further ado, we have Lang telling his side.»

Everything just went south between me & Ash. We went from everything being all good to constantly arguing over stupid shit. She's so damn insecure & it pisses me off that she is. I'm not her ex. I'm Langston Alexander Higgins, her present & future. I'm her fucking husband that never gave her any real reason to be insecure about anything or doubt me.
I got so fed up with her shit that yeah, I did cheat on her. I only did it because she pushed me to do it. I don't love the hoe i'm fucking. I love Ashley. She just kept pushing me & I fucking snapped. Now we're both sitting our asses in jail.

...flashback...

I was at the house arguing with Ashley again. I came over here to talk to her like the 2 grown ass people we are but she's being childish as hell right now. "See, look what the fuck you've done Langston", she snapped at throwing her phone at me. I rolled my eyes, "How is it my fault she doesn't want to deal with this bullshit neither?", I asked throwing her phone back at her but she dodged it. "Don't throw shit at me Lang!", she yelled picking up a vase. I jumped to my feet dodging it when she threw it, it hitting the wall behind my head. "Bitch throw something else at me", I dared.

She narrowed her eyes, "Fuck you Langston. I will throw whatever the fuck I want to at you, you lying ass cheating ass motherfucker. Why did you cheat on me!? I did everything I could to ke-" I cut her off. "What the fuck are you talking about!? All we fucking did was argue because of your stupid ass always letting your insecurities come between us. Don't put this shit entirely on me like your ass ain't fault too. Fuck, I cheated but you pushed me to it. All I ever did was love your ass & be there but what'd I get in return? A woman that did nothing but doubt me, start arguments with me over nothing, & always accusing me when all because of insecurities from her past. I don't know how many times I have to fucking tell you that i'm. Not. Him. I'm tired Ashley. I'm tired of this shit! I'm fucking tired of your shit. This. This shit is all because of you", I yelled getting in her face.

She pushed me & started beating on me. I pushed her back but she ran forward still swinging. In my mind something turned off & I backhanded her. Shit got real from there. We were fighting & breaking shit left & right. I don't think either one of us thought about hurting the other. I don't think we even thought about what we were doing.

We were just fighting, screaming, throwing shit at each other & not giving a fuck. We weren't husband & wife anymore. We weren't in love anymore. We were enemies. In that moment she hated me & I hated her. We were no longer just verbally & emotionally clashing but physically now too.

Everything was a blur. The police beating on the door to them kicking it in to them rushing in & arresting us. Before I even realized what was really happening I was being read my rights then thrown in the back of a police car. I couldn't really hear anything but Ashley fading in & out. "Langston... Ok... Lang... Husband... Arguing... Let... go... Daughter... Aaliyah", was all I really heard before the police car pulled off.

||End of flashback||

So that's how we got here. I heard crying coming from the cell next to me. "Are you ok?", I called out. "L-Langston?" It was Ashley. I sighed, " Yeah, ma you ok?", I responded.

"No. I'm sore & I wanna go home", she said. I sighed, "It'll be alright ma. You'll get to go home in a bit, just chill", I told her. "I wish you could go with me", she cried. "Why can't I then if you want me back home?", I asked. "Because you fucking hurt me", she screamed as she cried louder. It hurt knowing I did that to her.

I didn't say anything else after that because what could I say to that? I cheated on & tore my family apart. I was just so mad at her for being so damn insecure that I didn't even really stop to think about the consequences. I never even once thought about my daughter in all this. I knew I had really fucked up & there probably won't be no coming back from this when she said those 8 words.

"I hate you & I want a divorce."