10: Khilee

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Dedicate to @mimi_mia. If you are reading this or whenever you do I hope it was to your liking as well as everyone else's. Oh yeah, Diggy Simmons is Daniel but he's not famous in this story just so you know. Ok, story tiiiiiiiiiiiime! Leggo!

Have you ever felt like the ground was snatched right from under you? That's how i'm feeling right now along with a bunch of other things. Hurt, angry, betrayed, denial, emptiness, are things i'm feeling but by far the hurt outweighs everything else. I knew already deep inside that Daniel was cheating that's why I wouldn't sleep with him. I heard the rumors but ignored them for the sake of giving him the benefit of a doubt. I'm not even all that hurts by him cheating but by who he cheated on me with.

My sister. My little fucking sister. Of all fucking people, why her? Then she's pregnant by him. I just wanted to kill the both of them on the spot. I just can't believe she would do something like this to me.

I remember when we were growing up she'd tell me I was the best big sister in the world. She even told me I was like her second mama. I'm in denial & once this phase passes i'm gone be ready to beat her soul out of her body. You know, I guess it's true what they say. Keep yours enemy close & your friends, in my case family, even closer. I left while everybody was fighting.

I just couldn't be in the same room as them anymore. It literally started making me sick just be that close to them. Right now i'm sitting on a swing swaying & star gazing. I did this with my mama a lot when I was a little girl & it always gaves me a sense of comfort even if it was only looking out the window of the house. "I figured i'd find you here", a voice I recognized as London's said. I looked down from the sky at her standing in front of me.

"Well you guessed it. You was right", I exclaimed. She shook her head & sat on my lap. "You know we're not little no more & your ass weighs a ton right?", I asked after hearing the swing creaking. She scoffed, "Bitch you weigh more than me", she responded. "Yup, but the swing didn't start crying until you sat your ass on my lap so", I said dragging out the so. She laughed before getting serious.

"Whatever but seriously. How you doin' love?", she said. I sighed before hugging her, "How would feel if you find out your younger sister was fucking your boyfriend & is pregnant with his baby?", I responded. She nodded, "1-800- ChokeDatHoe", she said making me burst out laughing despite the situation. "Good to hear you laughing sis", Jeremiah said out of nowhere scaring the shit out of us. He sat down on the swing with GiGi (Geovanni) on his lap. "Are y'all ass finally together or are y'all still playin' games?", I asked.

Jeremiah shrugged, "Maybe but are you ok?", he responded. I shrugged, "I'm in denial. I still feel like there's no way possible my little sister would hurt me like this but I know. I know she did & it hurts so much that she did", I confessed. "Bet it did but at least she kinda got the ass whoopin' she had coming to her. The hoe, if I wasn't all man i'd of beat her ass", GiGi said. MiMi (Jeremiah) & London snickered while I smiled softly at GiGi. "Thanks GiGi but it's ok. I'm not even mad anymore. She's gonna get what she wanted so it's whatever", I responded. He rolled his eyes, "You're too nice mama", he said.

"Maybe I am but that's just the way I am. So what are y'all doin' out here? It's late", I responded. "No, why are you out here?", GiGi asked. "I needed to be alone", I said. "Bitch be alone in the house next time. It's dangerous out here by yourself at night", GiGi said standing up. Next London stood up then me & MiMi before we all started heading home. On the way home for some reason Jeremiah & Geovanni thought it'd be a good idea to test who's the strongest by running with me & London on their backs home.

Let's just say that we all got acquainted with the ground halfway there then got chased by this big ass dog the rest. I was tired as hell by time we got home. "Damn, i'm out of shape", Jeremiah panted when we all walked in the house leaning against each other trying to catch our breath. "Hell yeah", the rest of us chorused. We went to the kitchen with me in lead but I stopped in the doorway making everyone bump into each other when I saw Cali sitting at the bar. She looked at me & rolled her eyes.

"Bitch do you need your eyes checked? Is one of them hoes lazy or someshit? Then you better quit rollin' them before I knock them out your fucking skull", London said stepping towards her but I grabbed her pulling her back. "She's not worth it", I told her. Cali scoffed, "Daniel thought I was", she commented. I chuckled humorlessly, "Yeah, just like every other hoe, huh?", I responded. Our little audience snickered. She screwed her face up at me, "Obviously he had to look elsewhere cuz you wasn't doing your part", she said.

"See that's your problem Cali. You're all in the wrong places. Now look at you, 16, pregnant & your baby's daddy don't want shit to do with you. Ruined your reputation for what? Being convenient pussy. So I ain't mad at cha but you're dead to me Cali Alexandria Goins. You reap what you sow sis. Congrats on being another statistic & your baby", I said with a bitter smile before walking out the kitchen with Lon, MiMi, GiGi trailing behind me.

We went in the theatre room where we sat down quietly & put on Marvel's The Avengers. "You still should've at least hit the hoe", Geovanni said right when the movie started making the rest of us laugh. I was hurt but I was ok. I was angry but I am ok. She's still my sister whether I claim her anymore or not. I'm going to always be tied to her no matter what by blood but the emotional ties we had are gone like the respect I used to have for her.

As far as i'm concerned, she's just another hoe that unfortunately I share a living space with. It's all good though. The rest of the night was just me, London, Geovanni, & Jeremiah watching movies & talking. They said it was to cheer me up because they didn't believe the bullshit I spoke about it being what it is. It's after 3 a.m. & only me & Jeremiah are up. "So you finally came to your senses?", I asked him never taking my eyes off the movie screen.

"He's a damn handful. He's loud, flamboyant as hell at times, outspoken, but caring, passionate, strong. He's so damn strong KiKi. I mean he's been through a lot but everyday he's laughing & smiling or doing that for somebody else. I just don't wanna hurt him again", he responded looking down at a sleeping GiGi. I smiled, "You won't because you're aware of yourself now. You know what you want. You know what you need & you care. I know you do but you will still fuck up because I know you MiMi. I mean we all do because no-one is perfect in a relationship but you have to give it your all to make it work. He cares so much about you even though he likes to act indifferent but he does. Don't you ever try to hurt him intentionally MiMi. Sometimes you get spiteful when you're mad & I don't want you to do that to him. If you do, well you gone have a bunch of people after your ass because don't nobody fuck with Fruit Loop's feelings like they're a game. Take care of him MiMi", I responded.

"Why do you keep calling me MiMi?", he asked with a groan. "Because your my baby MiMi", I responded. He smiled, "Yup, I always got your back sis", he yawned, "You know I love you & I'd go through he'll & back for you. If you ever need to talk just get at me", he said. "Ditto baby boy. Now go to sleep", I responded pulling my phone out my pocket. A few minutes later he fell asleep with his head on top of Geovanni's who was laying against his side with his head on his shoulder. London is laying next to me wrapped in her comfortable asleep looking like 2 year old London all over again to me.

I took some pictures of them asleep because it was too cute before shooting off a text & going to sleep. Although my night started off sour with what happened at the dinner, it ended sweetly with me falling asleep surrounded by people that love & care about me. Right when I fell a sleep something occurred to me but I was out like a light before I could too much worry about it. 'Where is Josiah?' I felt someone put a blanket over me but I didn't care enough to open my eyes to see who.
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«So I know nothing exciting happened this chapter but this all part of the plan. Tomorrow you will find out somethings & maybe even feel a little joy. But for now I wanted to give some fluff because Khilee deserved it after that bullshit. Deuces until next time!✌»

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