Cali Kids: XOXO Sequel (The Ranger$) #Wattys2015

38: Neicey

«I really love this song but couldn't find the actual one so I put up this cover & I gotta say. That woman has a beautiful voice. I know it's not funny but @Lilcutie360's comments made me laugh so much. Anyways, here's Neicey at the hospital.»

This shit is like my worst nightmare all over again. I lost my brother & baby all in the same year. Now I might lose another child or 2. I'm trying hard not stress & worry about it so I don't hurt the baby i'm carrying but it's hard. Those are my babies in there. Instead of having 5/5 beside me I only have 3/5.

Julian's trying to keep me calm but it's not working to well with all this tension in the waiting room. Lang's gone & his baby mama, thank goodness. I feel so tired & everyone's told me I can sleep if I need to but I refuse to. I won't sleep until I know my children are alive & well. I don't want to wake up & they're gone. "NeNe you can go to sleep w-"

"No! My bad, no. I'm fine. I'll wait for the doctor", I responded & yawned. Angel looked worried but I ignored it. I kept nodding off but I wouldn't let myself fall asleep. "I'm going to the restroom. If the doctor comes before I do call me", I announced standing up. "I'm coming with you. I need to use it too", Angel said getting up. I didn't say anything back though.

We went to the restroom & while I was washing my hands my phone rang. I quickly grabbed some napkins drying one of my hands & pulled out my phone answering it.

(Bold Neicey & Italic Julian)

'Hello? Is the doctor there? What did they say?'

'Yes & we're waiting on you & devil before we start'

'I'm coming, bye'

I hung up & left the restroom as fast as I could. Before you ask, yes I left without Angel but she made it to the waiting room right after I did so it doesn't matter either way. "Mrs. Goins?", the doctor asked. I nodded, "Yes, can you please tell me what's going on with my kids now? This has really been stressing me out & worrying me", I responded. He nodded, "Do you want the good news or the bad news first?", he asked. I paused glancing around the room before taking a deep breath.

"The bad news", I answered. He sighed before explaining to us what happened to one. It was like he was ripping my heart out & my body started shaking. Then he went on to tell us about the good news that nothing important was hit in the other & that they were expected to make a good recovery. We could go see them now if we wanted to but as soon as the doctor turned his back my legs gave out on me. Luckily or unluckily I don't know, Julian caught me.

Shit wasn't making sense anymore. My vision became tunnel like along with my hearing & I couldn't stop shaking. I was feeling so weak. They were trying to talk to me but I couldn't comprehend anything. I barely felt myself being lifted & restrained I was so far gone. A lift was shined in my eyes before everything around me fades into nothingness.
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«Really short I know but next chapter is the last & final chapter. You'll find out why, who, & everything else about the shooting & the bad news from the doctor. It'll be ready hopefully before 5 so get ready.»