i'll try to fix you | m.c.

eight: truth

| sam's pov |

"Sam I don't want you to get more upset..and more broken."

"I'd rather you not lie to me and keep things from me." I said sternly

"Well..while I was in Australia..erm I kinda dated someone. I'm going to break up with her though."

"Why?"

"Why what?"

"Why are you going to break up with her?"

"Because I don't need her. And long distance isn't my thing."

"Oh. Did you love her?"

"No."

"Oh."

"Do you love Justin?"

"No, we just...make out?"

"You said you liked him?"

"I do but not love, and it's not like a huge crush. I dunno it's complicated."

"It doesn't have to be if you don't want it to be."

"What do you mean?"

"Break up with him."

"Why would I do that?"

"To make things less complicated."

"I mean that's one option. He helps me though."

"How?"

"Makes the pain go away."

"By kissing you? Or giving you weed?"

"Both."

"Can I kiss you?"

"Why?"

"To see if it takes the pain away?"

"I think it'll be more complicated. Confuse me."

"Can we just try?"

I leaned into him before I processed what I was doing. He leaned into, he cupped my cheeks wit his hand and softly rubbed circles around my cheeks. His lips brushed mine and he kissed me. I kissed him back, and boy was he right. It took all of my pain away, he took it away with one simple kiss. It kept going on a for a little longer and started to get a little more heated. I bit on his bottom lip, and he placed his arms to my waste. He slipped his tongue in my mouth and I played with his. I pulled him down so that he was on top of me now.

I was playing with his hair as we sat there making out. I stopped after like two minutes to catch my breath.

"So?" Mikey looked at me with hope

"You want me to be honest?"

"Yeah."

"Yes."

"Yes what?"

"Yes Mike. It took the pain away."

I smiled. For once it was a real smile.