Why Can't We

Chapter 19

Chapter 19

Kursk

I stared at Sirin's sleeping face. Her long lashes fanned her flushed cheeks while her plump lips parted deliciously. Nakaupo ako sa sahig habang sinisipat nang maigi ang babaeng nagpasigaw ng ilang beses sa akin kanina.

Inihilig ko ang ulo ko habang ngumingisi na parang baliw. Who cares? It's not like someone can see me smirking like an idiot.

Remembering what happened between Sirin and I hours ago made the organ in my chest beat wildly. I could still feel the excitement I felt while throbbing inside her tight core. Oh fuck! The feeling was surreal!

Yes, it's been too long since I last had sex but I couldn't compare those trivial fucks I had with different kind of girls to what I felt with what I did with Sirin. It felt otherworldly amazing.

I sound like a virgin woman who had her first fuck but that's what I'm fucking feeling right now. No, not the woman part for fuck's sake. You know if fucking someone is this great, I might not have gone celibate for years now.

In addition, I'm not a loud sexual partner during sex but Sirin's tight pussy just brought the cussing lustful animal inside me. I couldn't believe I actually screamed many times.

Nasapo ko ang noo ko at napatingin kay Sirin.

Did she mind when I talked dirty?

Natawa ako. Of course, she wouldn't mind. This woman is actually so wild in bed. She was a virgin but she took me as if it was so easy! I'm eight inches long for fuck's sake!

Now that I think about it, she's really unbelievable!

Hmm, but her dirty talk is really enough to send me over the edge. I liked it so damn much. I felt so lucky meeting her.

She can be an innocent lamb who'll turn into a sexy vixen in mere seconds.

Naalala ko ang tanong niya sa akin kanina habang marahas na umindayog sa ibabaw ko, pinipilit ipasok ang kahabaan ko sa makipot niyang pagkababae.

Who's innocent now?

She seductively asked me. Oh this dangerously beautiful woman... She'll always be innocent to me.

I wondered when she'll not be sore anymore then shook my head. No matter how great she felt like, I wouldn't push her or force her to do it with me again. I'm even mad to think that I don't deserve to be her first because she's too good to be claimed by someone like me.

Oh fuck. I should stop overthinking. This is so gay! What's this woman doing to me?!

I've imagined her to be so good to taste but not like this.

It felt like—

It felt like what Kursk?

I inhaled sharply.

It felt like I don't ever want to let her go.

Fuck, what?!

Muntik ko nang masapak ang sarili ko kung hindi lang tumunog ang isang hindi pamilyar na ringtone.

For fuck's sake, it's heavy metal!

Agad nahanap ng tenga ko ang pinanggalingan ng tunog at nakitang mula ito sa drawer ng isa sa mga side table ni Sirin. I reluctantly went to it to stop it from ringing. Baka magising si Sirin.

Pagka-open sa drawer, tumambad sa akin ang pagkarami-raming phones. Kumunot ang noo ko bago dinampot ang tumutunog na white camera phone.

A name flashed on the screen and I almost cussed loudly because of it.