I Put Stars on my Bedroom Ceiling

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My room is very typical, I suppose

For a teenage girl these days.

Fake vines hanging on my walls,

Pictures of my friends on my nightstands,

Fluffy blankets and canopies and fairy lights

But there's one thing that's different from the rest.

The stars on my bedroom ceiling lost their glow years ago.

I remember

When I was afraid of the dark.

They were my reprieve,

Large, green glowing star shapes giving me my sense of comfort.

And while my room changed,

My walls went from pink to white and gray,

My dolls changed to eye shadows,

And I traded little kid books for big girl ones,

My stars remained.

Because I love my room,

I really do,

But my sense of comfort was those stars.
I've traded their glow for fairy lights,

But they still remain

Because I can't bear to let

That tiny little part of me

...go.

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