Space between 2 halfs

Hours felt like years

I get to school still phone-less thinking I would get through the day no problem but reality kicked in, I was absolutely fucked, not only I couldn't call or text anyone. I released that if Madison texts me and my phone is at home...what if my parents see it. Its not like I'm not allowed to have a girlfriend or anything, although I have to work on showing myself clearly, I'm still not sure if we're just mates or more, we exchange "I love you(s)", not just saying it as a four letter word that is overly used nowadays for common reasons but I genuinely do...hopefully she loves me the same way, maybe it's my job to bring it up more often, make it somewhat "official", but for sure I'm really not good at those type of things.

I haven't told my parents yet, I don't know if it's too early, it's only been a few months. I'm probably over thinking it, sound like a proper over obsessive guy right now.

As classes go by its like the slowest day of my life, the hours feel like years. I felt soo motiveless and inactive but thinking about madi assists me throught out the day, I get lost in her beauty.

I finally get home and rushed to my phone..I see my dad on it, I nervously go over to him; "I want my phone back", he looks straight at me; "if you dont remember I took it off you for a reason", "well now I need it back for a reason" I feel the rage within my voice building up but I try not to exceed. He hands the phone over to me, "look all I'm saying is keep all your things to one side until your finals are over, then you can do whatever you want" he says calmly and walks off.

I don't know if he saw the texts or if he's just advising, maybe he found out...