Space between 2 halfs

Apart of me...lost

As the saying goes; if you gain something good, you lose something good.

I woke up on just another bland school day by the annoying name calling echoing from my dad "Nathan...Nathan..NATHAN!!" Each getting louder and louder with 4 minutes spaces in between each call, I couldn't stand it, I rather wake up then hear my name being called out once more in that constant tone. I do the usual; study, take a shower and head off to school but with one difference...

What happened was, I headed downstairs after getting changed into my uniform for my breakfast: 2 wheatabics and one cup of rice crispies, none of that coco pops crap (eat healthy guys lmao) but anyway I'm always on my phone no matter what I'm doing like all normal people with a decent phone. My dad sees me on it everyday and he says to me "I'm ruining my health and not concentrating on my education", if any of you's got indian mates or your one yourself you get my pain.

I continue eating like I never heard it, this isn't the first time he said it and I wasn't bothered to talk back or act smart this time. I say to myself "I know how much I study, you don't have to tell me, I wanna see you do my homework and write 20 A4 pages under 3 hours in an exam." So he stops talking for a bit then he just comes up to me says "give me your phone"...I ignore him the first time, he repeats it again "give me your phone!". I stare at him "what did I do, why do you want my phone for no reason" I say as my voice raises gradually. "Hand it over now or your going to lose everything else you got".

At this point nothing matters to me other than Maddison and if I give up my phone, I bascially lost everything because that was the only way to get in touch with madi. I hand it over to my dad, should have fought for it because that's what I would do for Maddison anyday but at that moment I gave it up and left to school losing a huge part of me..the part that made me happy, wake up each day looking forward to...Madison.