Space between 2 halfs

Missing whats mine

It was around half 6, I suddenly jump out of bed thinking someone called me but it was no one and that was the end of my sleep. My dad tells me every morning to make my bed straight after I wake up, I think to myself "well...its in the afternoon so..." and I just head downstairs in search for a light snack but I find nothing intresting so I began to study.

After 10 minutes of intense studying I got bored plus I wasn't going to look at a book for 2-4 hours cause I'm not mad. I see the iPhones and iPods on the table, then I see my own phone beside it. Now...I can either fix those for the people who are careless and can't take care of the best phones in the world or I could just mess around with my phone. Of course I choose to fix the phones cause I'm a helpful person. My aim for one of the phones were to restore it but instead I took it apart completely thinking it was the other phone and I scream "FUCK OFF". Long story short, it took me a while.

I hear a few knocks on my door around Quater to 9 (8:45 pm), I opened and it was a few of my mates asking me to come out. I literally stood there staring at their face with a blank look for 13 minutes then said "yes..". I didn't really want to go out but anything to get my mind of madi, I think I'm having the worst of this decision even though I was the one who chose to do this.

I change and we got the bus into town, I was just a guy who followed them around in the background, they kept asking me "Nathan you alrii man, you haven't said anything the whole way.", "Ya, I'm grand, where we off to now." I ask with a slowly fading smile. "Uhhh...idk", as he asks the rest of them and everyday shouted Mc. Donald's. I haven't touched a burger in almost like a year/year and a half and I wasn't going to start now. "Ya, but I'm not gettin nothin, I had somethin at home already." My mate tried to somewhat tempt me, by going "ohhh man ur missin out on that Big Mac". I burst out laughing and replied "fat bastard", everyone was out of it .(lmao-ing, if that's a thing). Of course I was just kidding.

We walked into Maccy D's as we say it here. My mates girlfriend spots him and runs over giving him a hug and a kiss. At that moment I wished Maddison was here with me and one day we would do that, I'll have to wait I guess. Everyone started slagging him (made fun of him/mocked) "awww, when you's gettin married then" and many more comments.

It was 10:35 pm we started to branch out, overall it was a good day I suppose, now I'm left alone with my thoughts, this shouldn't be bad at all but the fact that madi is gone it's going to be tough, all I'm saying is my mind going to eat me up.

It's going to be a long few weeks...