Space between 2 halfs

Addiction

I went to bed that night thinking the smile I had on my face was just the begining for more to come as long as I'm with the one I love..madi.

I get woken up the next day at 6 am by my dad when I was having the best dream ever and madi was in it obvisouly, but nope my dad had to ruin it. I sulked and wake up finally 10 minutes after my dad originally woke me up. I freshen up, study until 7:10 then take a shower and put on the most somber looking school uniform. This dosnt affect me because the only thing that's on my mind is madi. I don't know if I'm supposed to be thinking about her this much but I love just seeing her face over and over again in my head.

I reached school 10 minutes early like usual cause I like to keep my timing on point. I meet up with James near the lockers, he tells me about the girl he was chatting to last night but I completely zoned out, thinking about madi again, I think I'm getting obsessed with her, it's like an addiction that I don't mind having.

James asks me my opinion on something about his chat with the girl, I quickly think of a relevant answer and respond to his questions, he praises me "that's smart Nathan thanks"...I take the complement thinking to myself "woahh that was close".
He asks me about Madison and how's it's going on between us, I was about to just start and I know if I did I wouldn't stop then I thought what if he does the same thing that I did and zones out, so I gave him a brief discription, he responds "maan you really like her don't you", "obviously I do" I say with a weird smile, embarrassed a bit cause I never thought I would say it out loud.

I walk home while I replay her image and her soothing voice in my mind "God she's fucking beautiful", whenever I talk to her or even see her texts my hard outter core just breaks and crumbles effortlessly to the ground. I reach home and finish the rest of the day in the best way possible..texting the girl of my dreams...