Space between 2 halfs

Lost..

It was 5:45 am on a Saturday, I couldn't really sleep for some unknown reason. So I decided to go for a jog around my estate (area in around where I live). The light was beaming down from the half lighten moon showing the path I was heading in.

It was a bit cold but I didn't feel it, even though I was just wearing shorts and a tank top covered with a light jacket. Thoughts bounced off the inner walls of my brain bringing me to a halt, I sat on a wall close by to me and took a sip of water. The first thought in my head was madi, wondering what she's up to right now as I counted 5 hours back. "She must be asleep now anyway" I say to myself.

I flashback to when I first started talking to her, a smile forms on my face as I think, although I'm isolated as of now, just the thought of her is enough to lighten me up no matter where I'm situated. I get up and start walking towards emptiness as the moon takes it's leave, letting the sun have its chance to shine. I found my self going nowhere, exactly how I felt at the starting stages of my reationship with Maddison. I felt like that one kid who couldn't solve an equation and still as I talk to Madi, I can feel a barrier between us...a barrier that stops her from expressing her feelings and me from helping her.

I stop once again and check the time, it was 7:15 as the sun hits one side of me, my shadow grows, equally does my love for madi. I feel lost in mind as I walk back home.

thats when it happened...