07- Spring Day

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"WHAT!???" jimin shouted.

"chim i told you he left" i tried to calm him down. and i know he doesn't believe me

"why would he leave then huh ? did you tell him to leave this house because you're scared you might fall for him and he might hurt you ?" He shouted

"what are you talking about !? he told me he'll leave because he's already home, he doesn't need our help anymore"  i shouted back

well that's true. he is home. and he doesn't need us anymore.

"Im sorry..." he sat down, while massaging his temples

"its okay, i understand. just please believe me" i moved beside him

"i just thought you were scared of falling for him" he sighed.

that's what i told him after we talked on the kitchen the other day.

Flashback

"Do it for me, not for him"

"jimin hyung wait !" i grabbed his forearm.

"im scared..." i added, he looked at me confused

"what are you scared of kook ?" He asked, looking deeply into my eyes

"Im scared i might fall for him, this is where it all started remember ?" tears left my eyes as a said those words

"I don't understand" he added while wiping my tears away using his thumb

"gu-yeom...when we started dating, i asked him to live with me. and that's when my feelings for him went  deeper"

i looked at jimin. And he's just nodding his head while listening.

"im scared i might fall for someone again and break my heart, i can't take the pain anymore. what if i catch feelings for him as the time goes by ?" I sighed.

"jungkook, listen to me. i'll never let that happen again okay ? try to control your feelings. taehyung is different. even though we don't know him that much, i believe he also has a pure heart. have you heard that he visited his ex-boyfriend's grave ?"

"No" I answered

"well you found someone like you kookie, he'll understand you. and he's also broken. imagine his lover died, how painful is that right ? don't be afraid of having feelings for someone, don't be afraid to love again, because he might be the one for you. follow what your heart wants" he pulled me into a tight hug while carressing my back

"o-okay...thank you chim" i smiled.

End of flashback

"i'll head home, yoongi needs me" he stood up

"okay, be safe" i replied

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4 days ago, 11:00 pm

I woke up from my sleep. i grabbed my phone beside me to check the time.

i sat at the edge of the bed. i wore my slippers and hoodie to go on my balcony.

as i walked outside. I felt the cold breeze hitting my face. i looked up in the sky.

and it was the most beautiful scenery i've ever seen.

the moon surrounded by the stars

"Taehyung...i hope you're doing well, jimin and i misses you so much, i hope you know how delicious your bacon and eggs are" i whispered.

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