Parallel Universe || taekook au

17- Bangtan

10:03 am

[Taehyung's pov]

we all gathered around in jungkook's entertainment room, and Aila suggested a song for us to sing. so we all grabbed the microphones ready to sing the song, after we planned and separated each lines

Me, jungkook, jin and jimin are the vocal line

while Namjoon, Hoseok and yoongi chose the rap parts

Let Go by BTS

jungkook: sayonara no mae ni let go. demo kokoro no meiro no naka de mayou

Jimin: stereo kara mono e wakaremichi wa sou

silence filled the room, everyone suddenly felt sad by the lyrics of the song. Namjoon continued his part. its a rap part but not that fast, we were all listening and enjoying it passionately. until his last line came that made jungkook to look at me

Namjoon: so be it don't cry, imma let you go and fly

my heart shattered into million peices. seeing him in pain. why does the world needs to be like this ? its so cruel. they let us meet each other, fall inlove, make memories that we may never forget, and separating us ? what's the point of letting us love each other when we can't be together anyways ?

Jimin just admired yoongi rapping. and seeing the two of them happy makes me jealous, why can't we just be like them ? why can't we be happy forever ? even though yoongi acts cold to jimin we all know that he loves him more than anything. 

then my part comes..as i was singing my part i looked at jungkook with tears falling down my eyes.

Taehyung: sayonara no mae ni let go. demo kokoro no meiro no naka de mayou

jungkook approached me and held my hand tightly, all i know is he did that because he doesn't want to let me go. and i don't want to let go too. its not that easy and it will never be easy, letting go of someone you love the most is the hardest part in life. specially when you both know that you guys were meant to be but the time wasn't. right person in the wrong time and place

why does the people i love can't stay ? why does my life needs to be like this ? can't i be happy for once ? i lost everything, and im gonna loose him too ? the only person who believed in me when the world doesn't ? the only person who made me feel worth it. the only person who comforts me ? why ?i need answers. cause my heart is too broken to take this pain too. i don't think i can handle this anymore. i lost my family without even having the chance to tell them that i love them.

is this really how life goes on ? cause if it is. then, i don't think i'll be happy forever. this circle of friends i've built are the most precious thing that has ever happened in my life. and if i won't get to see them forever, then please just let me die to atleast meet them in my next life. 

the ending of the song is jungkook's part. everyone looked at hoseok and i when jungkook changed the lyrics of the song. And it made everyone in the room tear up.

Jungkook: im not...ready to let go

everyone is not ready for that. the memories we've built throughout these weeks and month will always be remembered by each and one of us.

what can we do ? we can't control our life. The only thing we can do is to accept the fact that we all need to let go. we don't have to, but we need to.

Aila told us to write a letter for everyone. and read it later when we arrive on the beach

oh sorry let me explain, we planned to go on a vacation for a few days, and beach is a nice vacation spot. we planned this days ago. and we'll be leaving later so when we reach our destination its probably night time and that's a nice time for bonfires while reading our letters for each other.

"guys should we make like a group name for us ?" hoseok suggested

"sounds good" Namjoon gave him a thumbs up

"Bangtan would be good" hoseok said cheerfully

"bangtan ? where did you even get that ?" jimin asked while laughing softly

"aila showed me some kpop groups last night, and i don't know but bangtan just came into my mind, and it fits us, plus, the way we all sang a while ago makes me feel like were all a kpop group, and imagine were from hybe" hoseok clapped his hands

"hybe what ?" i asked. i've never heard about that word before

"Hybe is the name of the best company in Seoul, they manage everything really well"

"Aila you just influenced hoseok with your kpop idols ?" Jin asked sarcastically.

"I didn't know he would remember everything i told him" Aila somehow feels amazed by hoseok who seems interested to the music industry that she introduced to him.

"guys, let's take a picture first before talking about those stuffs" Jungkook pulled out my phone and his phone to take pictures in my phone and one for his too.

[A/N]

i just want to say that i have nothing to say