Safe place (Markhyuck)

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This takes place the night of the hospital.

There is an unnecessary amount of smut but I can't help myself! 🙈

On the ride home from the hospital Jaemin sits in the front by Jeno who keeps looking back at Renjun moping sadly in the back seat.
"So is anyone going to tell me what happened or is this a secret between you two?" Jaemin asks kind of pouty.
"Of course we don't keep secrets from you babe, it's just something that we have to talk about at home." Jeno says softly. Jaemin looks at him then Renjun and agrees it can wait but he is quite suspicious. He can tell that whatever it is made them both cry.

When they get home they silently walk in together and Jaemin heats water for tea. Still nobody is talking and it's getting him a little on edge. When everything is ready he brings it to the living room where Jeno is sitting and sets it on the table, soon after Renjun comes out of his room in sweats and a hoody.
"Ok someone fucking talk, I've been patient all night and you guys are acting like there is going to be a break up." Jeno grabs him to sit by him and holds him close.
"Renjun has something to tell you." He says softly with tears in his eyes because as much as this has affected him he knows it will be worse for Jaemin. He looks over to Renjun who is curled in on himself on the other chair.

"Renjun, baby come here and sit with us? Please?" Jaemin asks feeling insecure all of a sudden, he's worried that maybe Renjun has decided to leave them but when he comes over and melts into his arms full on sobbing Jaemin softens.
He just holds him until he can talk and by this point Jeno is crying again too.
"I walked in on Haechan tonight after he cut." Jaemin gasps.
"Shit, I shouldn't have left until you got back." He says guiltily. Renjun shakes his head.
"He said he felt useless and I told him how he wasn't, how if it wasn't for him I wouldn't be here." Jaemin is confused and horrified all at once.

"Explain." He whispers.
"I told him about how after I left here for China, I almost ended my life but he made me change my mind." He can't look at either boyfriend at the moment.
"I didn't want you to know, I wasn't going to tell you. I don't want either of you to feel guilty or pressured into being with me and I don't want you to carry the burden of guilt because it was my weakness not you. It was a culmination of every shitty thing that has happened to me and yes at the time you two were on the list but it's different now and I love you and I'm so sorry that I said anything but I just needed Haechan to understand that he truly saved my life, and for me that was his purpose, that is why we were brought together as friends. If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't know the complete happiness I know today, I wouldn't know how fulfilling a relationship with you two is. I'm so sorry."

Jeno is holding Jaemin who is in uncontrollable grief at the moment, sobbing hysterically as Renjun waits to see if they are mad. He kind of backs away on the couch again, feeling small, like he isn't worthy of being in their space until Jeno leans forward and pulls him into their arms.
"I will understand if you don't want to see me anymore, if you can't love me anymore. I'm so sorry." Jaemin lifts his head, showing the tear stains on his face and shakes his head no.
"Do you even know how sad this makes me Renjun? Do you know how horrible this makes me feel?" Renjun nods and tries to get up but Jaemin won't let it happen.

"You can't leave me now, you can't tell me this and expect me to let you walk away. I'm sorry Renjun, I'm sorry that we were too selfish and self absorbed to let you in sooner, fuck I've been over it in my head so many times and each time I can't figure out what the fuck we were thinking." He stares into Renjun's eyes.
"Do you honestly think we would never want to see you again? If anyone doesn't deserve someone it would be us." Renjun shakes his head no, sobbing.

"This is why I didn't want you to know. I don't want you to feel that way. I'm sorry." He gets up and runs into his room, he rarely ever sleeps in it, it's mainly just to hold their extra stuff but he can't face them now. Jaemin turns to Jeno and falls into his chest needing all the support he can get.
"He almost killed himself because of us? How do we get back from that? How do I go on knowing I caused him to feel this way?" Jeno clears his throat and wipes his face while standing and pulling Jaemin to his feet.
"By not letting go now, we help him to understand that he is invaluable and we need him like we need air."

He walks toward the room Renjun is in and Jaemin follows quickly. They walk in, seeing him lying face down on the bed and both take a side.
"Renjun, baby you need to understand that we could never be mad at you for this, especially for telling us. We love you so much and yes it's hard to hear that something we did or didn't do would cause that much damage but if you are able to forgive us, for that? Then we most certainly can live with this, besides it isn't fair for you to carry that burden on your own either." Jeno says softly before kissing his head.
"Just promise us that in the future if you ever have those dark feelings again you will talk to us, please?" Jaemin asks with a desperation to his voice that both Renjun and Jeno notice.
Renjun finally looks up at Jaemin and snuggles into his neck.

"I promise. I love you guys too, with all of me and I guess I'm glad it's out there and maybe I can finally move past it but I really didn't want you to feel guilty." He looks up taking turns looking them both in the eye.
"I'm happier right now in my life than I have ever been and thankfully in talking to Haechan that night I realized that if he can do what he's done after living through his trauma? Then I can get over my shit and move on too. I decided then and there that dying wasn't the answer, I then started toying with the idea of a different city or country even. You know? A fresh start and I felt a little lighter, I was still fucking heart broken but I didn't want to die anymore."

He rolls to his back to allow them both to cuddle in to him. He's almost squished in the process but he starts to feel sleepy as it has gotten late and he's feeling the toll of this emotional couple of nights.
"Hmm, I wish we could do this all day tomorrow, I just want to be in your arms all day." He says sleepily.
"Let's do it." Jeno says softly kissing his neck.
"Uh, I want to but I have work and you guys have school." Renjun pouts.
"Call in, someone we love very much was hurt badly and we need one more day to take care of them." Jeno says, gently kissing his neck once again. Renjun starts to squirm a little at the ticklish sensation.
"Mm, stop." He says softly.
"Ooh does it feel good?" Jeno asks smirking.
"Yes, but it's late and I'm tired but I also want to make love to you guys." He pouts again looking at Jaemin who leans over and bites his bottom lip pulling it into his mouth and sucking on it. He moans as it turns into a heated kiss.

Jeno wastes no time undressing completely and gets on his knees facing him. He takes Renjun's hand and glides it down his chest until he takes his own initiative and goes further down to find him hard as a rock. Renjun moans again knowing he is about to be pleasured by his two lovers. He strokes him until Jaemin releases his mouth, he then quickly rolls to his side putting as much of Jeno in his mouth as possible. He licks and sucks as Jaemin takes his own clothes off and starts to help Renjun out of his.

As soon as he's undressed Jeno lays him back and goes to work on him. He licks down his neck then sucks his nipple into his mouth like he's trying to suck a thick milkshake through a straw, and Renjun loves it. Jaemin takes the other side and does the same. He's a moaning mess under the two of them and neither can take much of this.
"You're so fucking sexy." Jaemin says as he lifts his legs and slides in slowly. Renjun pants and moans since he was not prepped, it hurts a bit but he wouldn't have it any other way.
Jaemin rocks back and forth inside him slowly, burning this night into his memory. Renjun's head is thrown back and his eyes closed. Jeno kisses him and strokes him to completion.

When Jaemin finishes Jeno rouses Renjun who is a bit groggy and tells him to suck his cock so he obediently does it and Jeno takes the opportunity to get what he wants. He pulls him up so his ass in his face and he twitches as he watches the cum drip from his hole right before he goes in and devours it. He licks and slurps and sucks, tasting both his boys at once and Jaemin is finding himself turned on again.
"I fucking love it when you turn into a bottom feeding cum slut." He says before getting a taste for himself by way of Jeno's mouth. With their tongues wrestling as Renjun keeps working on his cock Jeno moans until he feels him stop and figures he needs a little break but when he feels Renjun turn and sit on his throbbing member he almost cums on the spot.

"Fuck, baby. Oh you're so good, so good baby." He says as he bounces hard on him. Renjun is feeling the pain of overstimulation as he does this but loves it too much to stop.

Jeno lets go and releases his seed inside him, Renjun is so out of it he cums without warning and shoots it on Jeno's chest and neck. Jaemin who's been enjoying the show takes two fingers and slides them across Jeno's chest before shoving them in Jeno's mouth. He licks them clean as Jaemin cums again on Jeno as well.
They all three collaps, breathing heavy and exhausted.
"That was." Jaemin starts breathing heavily.
"Intense." Jeno finishes making Renjun laugh as he lays across his chest.
"We should clean up, and maybe sleep in the other room." Renjun says as the other two agree.
After a little more cuddling they finally manage to get out of bed to wash. They fall asleep feeling a lot better and loving a lot deeper.