After Taste⚣Book 2✔️

Eleven (14m)

Ugh,my head is killing me

I hate Shakespeare

Photo-he's getting his tummy back,and I'm so giddy and happy

Bad chapter,sorry

*nonedited

[WARNINGS:Swearing]

Enjoy :) (October 2016)

Louis doesn't remember falling asleep,he doesn't remember going to bed,and he doesn't remember falling asleep with strong arms wrapped around his waist and his back up against a hard chest.He knew that it wasn't late that he fell asleep,the interview that Liam was on only started at around 8:30 and he didn't watch the entire interview,he couldn't or he'd risk having his heart ripped out of his chest or worse.

His mind and chest both hurt when he thought back to the events of last night,how he was looking forward to watching his Fiancé on Television,talking about his not-so-new football career.The interview was amazing,hearing Liam talk about his childhood and how he got into football,then it all went to crap,just like what Louis in the eyes of Liam and everyone else on the planet.He was nothing special,according to Liam,he was nothing but a waste of space all over again,just some guy to fuck and to father his child so that he doesn't have to.

He couldn't stop his thoughts from getting the best of him,he didn't want to think about all of the bad stuff and just think on the good,like maybe he was told to keep quiet about his relationship with Louis until he was more famous,or maybe it was just so that the new fans could see him as his young,sexy,party animal self that wasn't tied down to some Twink with a child.But his mind wouldn't allow that,Louis was never one to think of positive thoughts,living in a negative bubble for most of his life did things to his mind,it made him believe that nothing ever is perfect,that something has to come along and ruin life at the worst possible moment ever.

Just like now

He didn't want Liam to leave him,he loved Liam,maybe this was Liams way of informing Louis that he was dumped,that their relationship was just a faze and that he was going to strut back to that Whore Jessica and impregnate her.That he was leaving Louis alone with Fletcher,for Louis to be living on scraps and go back to be skin and bones just end he was recovering,for Louis to give up everything for Fletcher and will do any type of job just to make sure that his baby boy is healthy,even if that meant becoming a prostitute or a sex slave.What if Louis cracked under everything,the stress,the Financial problems and the constant fear of those men coming back to finish the job that they started,that would just be the cherry on top of the crappy life that's in the Horizon for Louis.

"Good morning princess,"Liam mumbles when he felt Louis move in his arms,expecting it for a louis to get up and get showered,not to move away from the 15 minute older lad.He kissed at Louis' earlobe,expecting to hear the normal hum of enjoyment but instead got nothing but a whimper mixed in with a grunt."You alright baby?"Liam asked,his eyes still closed and not aware of Louis' pained expression as the thoughts continued to swim in his skull.

"I need to pee,"Was all Louis said,his voice cracking at the end as he finally shimmied out of Liams arms and got out of bed,heading straight into the ensuite with Liams eyes watching his every move suspiciously.Louis never woke up without returning the 'good morning',a kiss to the jaw and a morning cuddle,even when Fletcher was little they did that,hell,even when they hated eachother they still said good morning to eachother.

"Lou?What's wrong?Are you feeling ill?"Liam called as he too untangled himself from the bedsheets and got up form the bed,stretching his limbs before walking around the bed and to where the closed door to the ensuite was.He knocked on the door and had a rush of déjà vu all over again,the memories of when Louis woke up in the middle of the night scrubbing his skin until it bled back in his mind.He was just praying that that wasn't the case this time.

"Go away Liam,I'm fine,"Louis grumbled half way inbetween taking a pee and falling asleep,he was pretty sure he woke up an extra hour early,that or he overslept which meant his body was just acting weird.He actually did need to pee,but he also wanted to get away from Liam,he's in the mood to interact with him,even if he was acting like whatever happened on the TV didn't happen.Maybe Louis' mind was messing him last night,or that Louis was finally losing it.He wasn't at all fine,but why would a Liam care?

Like I'm going to believe that,Liam thought as he opened the bathroom door,surprised to actually See Louis finishing with his peeing,who was now glaring daggers at the taller boy."Did you not hear what I said?"Louis asked angrily,his jaw clenched shut as he started to wash his hands (because even if he was seriously angry he wasn't unhygienic)."Get the fuck out Liam,"Louis growled as he moved the slam the door in Liams face so that he could shower,relax,and think,well thinking was a bad thing but he needed to do it.His breathing hitched slightly as Liam stopped the movement,swiftly grabbing hold of Louis' Wrists and moved his backwards so his back hit the tiled wall of the bathroom.Louis looked up at Liam,such fear sourcing through his tiny body as he took one look at Liams pissed off expression.

"Tell me what the fuck is wrong,now,"The older said in such a calm tone that it really didn't match his expression whatsoever.Louis' expression relaxed and room turned back to the angry one that it was before.

"You still haven't understood the meaning of GO AWAY!"Louis shouted,surprising himself at how loud his voice got when he was Angry,he was never angry,ever,and now he was standing in the bathroom,up against the wall with his wrists pinned above his head by Liam."Want me to spell out what's wrong with me Liam,Hmm?Why I don't want to talk?Well let's think; maybe it has something to do with the fact that I'm Nothing special?"Louis whimpered half way through his sentence as Liams forces around his wrists got tighter,they were going to be bruised.

Liam looked down at the smaller boy in confusion for a second,when realising what he meant he loosened his grip around the boys wrists,but kept him firm in place."That interview?Are you actually paying attention to what I said on that interview?"He chuckled dryly earning another harsh glare from Louis,his blue orbs filled with both anger and sadness,he didn't know which emotion to show."Louis,You beautiful idiot,I love you,why on earth would you think that I'd mean the crap I said on Tv?"He asked lowly,Louis' expression softening at the show of affection.Liam knew how much Louis took things to heart.

"W-why did you say it?"He dared ask as he stared into Liams brown eyes.The older sighed and let go of Louis' wrists,moving his hands so he could run them down the Youngers sides,fishing the ticklish spot making Louis let out a soft giggle.

"I don't want you to be pulled into this life that I'm entering,I want to protect you and Fletcher from the news or the rumours,"The brown eyed boy said truthfully with an expression on his face which made Louis believe him.Liam pulled Louis to his chest,hugging his tightly while kissing his Hazel hair.He frowned when he felt dampness on his shirt."Lou?What's wrong now?"He asked a hint annoyed.

"Y-you're gonna leave me soon,go off t-to some beautiful rich chick that d-doesn't have a bad past and unsure future,"Louis mumbled trying to savour the moment of being is Liams arms.The older sighed to Himself,pulling away from the hug and making Louis loo him in the eye.

"Hey,I'm never,ever,going to leave you Lou,you're my fiancé,and the minute marriage is legalised here,we'll be the first in line,I promise,"Liam kissed Louis' knuckle making Louis let out a small giggle and blush,wiping his tears with his other hand.

Liam maybe be a confusing bastard at times,but sure,he has a heart,a big one at that

HELLLOO

I think I've done some serious damage to my left wrist,everytime I move it clicks and it's sore,and I'm not one to feel pain

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Peace ✌️

~Marie

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[AOTC:Coffee,cigarette smoke,baby wipes and Nail polish remover]