Please Don't Go... (Ranboo x Suicidal They/Them Reader!) ||Discontinued||

<6:Alex is Dumb>

⚠️ TW: Blood, Self harm ⚠️ 

Y/n PoV

Once we ended the stream we headed to out rooms to go to sleep since it was so late. I went down to my room and stopped faking the smile I had to wear all day because of my housemates. I turned off the light and started scrolling through Twitter. I saw that there was fanart of me, but then that was normal, I had 10 million subscribers on YouTube. I was just scrolling and liking things as I went when I decided to tweet something out

Y/U/N

Doing a Dream inspired man hunt! 3 hunters and 1 speedrunner, but there's a twist, who ever wins gets $2,000!

Alex Anomoly

Wait- who are the hunters gonna be?

Y/U/N

Check DMs

Platonic

Oh ok cool!

Love

Sick bro, see ya then!

Blond_B1tch

But isn't it like midnight for you guys?

Y/U/N

I was just about to go to sleep-

I closed my phone and decided to try and sleep, I sat there for hours, just thinking of the thing I wish I had forgotten, then I said allowd to myself;

'We forgot the things we should've remembered, and remembered the things we should've forgotten' 

I said it with pain in my voice, nothing but pain, but I stayed quiet as I didn't want to wake the others. I looked over at my bedside table and saw the knife and smiled at it.

'You know things weren't always like this' I said to the knife

'My family used to be happy' I said moving my gaze to the ceiling still smiling a sad smile

'It was all because of my father that the family fell into a deep depression' I said sitting up and grabbing the knife. I started slitting my wrist until I was satisfied, luckily, I knew where the bandages were. I was headed to the bathroom to get the bandages when I noticed none other than Alex? Sitting on the floor staring into nothingness, I looked at him with a confused look. He looked up at me, his eyes only showed pain but he put on a small smile.

Y/n: Alex? Why are you just sitting here?

Alex: well, I just needed some alone time.

Y/n: are you sure?

Alex: yeah, I'm sure

Y/n: hey, could you get me the bandages? I got some cuts on my wrist.

Alex: yeah sure

Y/n: thank you

And with that he gave me the bandages.

Alex: hey, you wanna watch Ranboo's stream with me?

Y/n: yeah sure why not?

Once I was done putting on the bandages we went to Alex's room since it was the biggest room in the house.

Alex: one sec I have something I need to take care of before you come in.

I nodded in agreement and waited outside his door. I waited about 3 minutes before he let me into the room. He had a bought a big TV for the room and we connected it to his phone for screen share so we could watch Ranboo's stream.