(Hello, shorter chapter and I recently got a new phone soooo :p)
Y/N PoV
It's been about 6 months since we moved to Russia, we're going back in 6 months, back to my home country...America, Polina said that she might come along but has a lot of things to do here in Russia. 'I haven't streamed in a while' I thought to myself as I walked into my streaming room. I turned on my pc and waited for the loading screen on stream labs to finish before I started my stream.
"Ellœ chattttt" I said 'smiling' at the camera
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Ello!!
Trainwreck sadface
Hihi
Mamamiamario
YOOOOOO! YOU'RE BACKKKKKK
"yup it's me chat! So I thought we would just go back to my old hardcore world?"
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Poggers
Trainwreck Sadface
Oki
xXlifesucksXx
Pog
...
It had been an hour and I was getting tired, so I said my farewells to the chat and signed off.
"Another day gone" I said walking back to my room head hanging, 'hey, why don't I write something?' I thought to myself sitting on my bed and writing the words:
You are perfect, that's ok, no one is perfect, you're different, a beauty in fact. I have felt much despair looking at your beautiful face, you, just you, I love you, but you don't love me. My goal is perfection, if I'm not perfect I don't deserve you, I have done everything in my power to be perfect, but I'm not...
I flopped down and dozed off to sleep
(I didn't have any inspiration for this book, so yeah-)
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Please Don't Go... (Ranboo x Suicidal They/Them Reader!) ||Discontinued||
FanfictionY/N is a 16 year old streamer in California who suffers from Severe depression. They simp for a streamer that goes by the name 'Ranboo', little does Y/N know Ranboo has a bit of a crush on them as well. Also sorry if I use incorrect pronouns or the...
