our darkened love

lingered awkwardness

By the next night, kiet was able to get out of dechas hold to then go about, to be too the room to be in his lessons.
Decha then took in a breathe to dart his eyes towards the ceiling, he then slowly got up to eye down, to make an embarrassed face.
Sighing, he then looked to the side to see the blue ribbon beside him, he then grabbed it up to then place his hair into a bun to his head to shake his head a bit has he continued to eye down.
He then placed his hands behind to keep eyeing, decha took in a breathe to remember what kiet had said prior to what that was.
Decha then made a face.
Well......if it is for me to be happy, then how do I make it go away?
Decha then looked to the wall, to ponder.
Turning his head to the side, he looked to kiet who came about, with a handle full of books to then sit to the desk, to then start to read.
Decha gulped to then get up quick to then leave in a rush.
Kiet turned his head to watch him part.
He chuckled a bit to then look back to his book to then read.
See someone is too be very happy this night.
Going to his room, decha had his back to the door to then take in a deep breathe to then look down to eye it a bit confused.
I am feeling content and happiness so why is it gone?
Decha then shrugged, to turn to place his hand to the door nob, he was going to go back to kiet, then his eyes popped open.
He signed to then look down to see his pants to be tight.
I do not understand..... Why is this to happen? Maybe kiet is too be wrong..... Maybe there is another reason why....
His eyes darted to then widen them a bit.
This seems to happen when kiet is involved, is he..... The reason has to why? However, why is this to happen to me and not to kiet....
Decha signed once more to then let the nob to go to go to the bed to lay upon it to eye the ceiling to think about this.
Kiet was to his desk to read upon supernaturals, he then turned his head to eye the back of his door a bit confused has to why decha never came back.
Kiet then shrugged to turn his head back to then place his head to his hand to read.
He then stopped to look forward, to then think of what happened the night prior.
Other then giving decha my mother's ribbon, making a point he is in my clan and what I did has of yesterday night, what else can I do to make everyone leave him be and try to have him be apart of there lives has he is too mine.
Kiet then gritted his teeth to look down.
He did want decha to make some friends however kiet also didn't want that, he wanted to always keep him close.
Kiet made a face to feel a bit of that emotion selfishness.
Kiet then leaned back to wrap his arms about.
What am I to do?
Kiet darted his eyes to think to then smile has what happened prior too the other night.
Then his eyes widen has he started to think of what he saw from decha.
However he did not dare to eye down.
Flexing his jaw, he then bend over the desk to eye the page to make an uncomfortable face, decha had come back.
After his went down, decha couldn't help but go back to kiet after he took a shower to change his clothing, he went behind him to eye.
"What are you reading to this night?"
Kiets eyes darted quicker.
"Um..... decha..... Can you.... Meet me to the consumption hall?"
Decha eyed him up and down.
"Alone?"
Kiet gritted his teeth, his embarrassment of what was occuring took over.
"I am not to be always around you, go away!"
Decha parted his lips to then hang his head.
"O..... Um.....has you....."
Decha then turned to leave with a pout.
Kiet made a sad face to then place his arms to the desk to place his head to it, to groan.
Decha......I am so very sorry...... Even though I told you what this is about, now I can't stomach to tell you I have grown one has well.....
To the consumption hall, decha sat down, to eye his blood and then he looked over to eye kiets water.
He signed to then look back to his cup.
After his went down, kiet then parted his room to then go and find decha, has he went to the consumption hall, kiet looked in to see decha alone to a table to look very sorrowful.
Kiet then went forth to go sit right next to him to eye his glass.
"Mm, thank you."
Decha nodded.
"Decha.....I am sorry for what I had said."
Decha then looked to kiet.
"Why did you say that to me? Am I to be..... Bothering you.... My brother?"
Kiet gritted his teeth to furrow his brow. He detested that word.
"It is..... Not that, I have....missed a few lessons..... They are too weigh on my mind, I am sorry for how I acted."
Kiets face faltered.
He did not like to lie to decha however kiet couldn't tell him the real reason, even though decha went through the same thing.
Decha eyed him up and down to then get up to down his blood. Kiet looked to the side to eye him a bit confused with this sudden action, he then place the glass down to the table to then eye kiet.
"Are you to be thirsty?"
Kiet shook his head.
Decha gave kiet a warm smile to then grab him by his wrist to then pull him along, kiet eyed the action.
"Where are you to take me decha? I need to...."
"I am too help you has you have helped me, you need to get your mind off of a few things, let us do has of that."
Kiet then looked to decha to smile.
You always know how to cheer me.