our darkened love

don't know what to say or do

To the consummation hall, 2 weeks after kiet was to learn of what flowed through his veins, decha was to sit alone to stare at his food to sign, he wished for kiet to be there, however since kiet knew he was too be a vampire to be only smelled of a human, thus kiet couldn't see a point to be in there anymore.
Decha took in a deep breathe to then gather his half eaten tray of food to then go about to throw it away to try and see if kiet was to let him in.
Since to that one night, kiet made sure decha stayed away from him, because he didn't really know what to think about this and what to do, he only wished to read about what he could and try to find an understanding to it.
Going before kiets door, decha gave it a light tap, he then moved his hand down to stare upon it to gather the same reaction, nothing but silence.
Decha signed to then place his forehead to the door to look down, he wished to be with kiet.
Darting his eyes, he thought of one more thing.
To his desk inside of the room, kiet furrowed his brow to read and quick the words before him, not to be any were closer to how he was too come to being.
His brow twitched has he heard scratching to the door, turning his head, he was able to get out from what he had before him, to then get up to go to the door to open, he looked about a bit confused, then kiet looked down to see decha to his wolf form with his clothes scattered about, to eye up at kiet.
Kiet wrapped his arms about to make a face.
"I am still in the midst of my research decha.....I need to be alone."
Kiet then placed his hand to the door to try and close, decha took on an attack stance to then pounce.
Falling back, the door closed by the wind, for kiet to be moving his head back and forth, decha was trying to kick his face.
Kiet couldn't help but laugh.
"Okay..... Okay...... Okay, decha......"
Decha then moved back to eye, kiet then looked to him to make a face.
"My mother's ribbon is too be still to the outside decha, you need to retrieve it."
Decha squinted his eyes to then get off kiet to then go to the bed to bark, he was not a fool.
Kiet lifted his head back and up, to roll his eyes, he then laid his head flat to the ground to look up.
We spend a bit to much time together, he knows almost my every move.
Kiet then got up, to go to the door to open to look about, to then gather the ribbon and his clothes, going back in, he went to the bed to place everything to the side of the decha wolf.
Decha eyed it to then place his wolf head to his arms to then look up at kiet.
I am not going anywhere, kiet.
Kiet then eyed decha to wrap his arms about to look to him narrowly.
"You are not going to leave me be are you?"
Decha barked but did but move a muscle.
Kiet rolled his eyes to then turn to go back to his desk to sit to then read.
"Have it your way, but this is all I am too be doing decha."
Decha then turned back into his human form to then place his clothes on to then sit to the edge to eye kiets back to then bring his hands up to place his hair into a bun with kiets mother's ribbon.
He then placed his hands to either side of the bed to grip to continue to eye.
"What are you to be reading kiet?"
"Rather not say."
"Is it to be about of yourself?"
Kiet flexed his jaw to not utter a word.
Decha made a sorrowful face to then look down to cup his hands together to eye.
"Maybe.....I should not have told you to what I had smelled....."
Kiets eyes widened for him to turn to eye decha.
"Yes you should have decha!"
Decha snapped his head to the side to look to kiet.
"But..... Because of that, your relationship with your father and her..... Even to me.... Is strain.... Now all you do is read....."
Decha then turned his head to hang it to look down to sign.
Kiets face fell a bit, he then got up to go to decha to sit to the other side of him to stare.
"Decha.... None of what has passed is to be your fault, my relationship with them is strained because they should have told me about what I was too be taking, you and I.....our relationship is fine, I just need to know if there is anyone else out there to my similar situation, that is all...... Understand?"
Decha turned his head to eye kiet up and down.
"Yes.....I am too understand...."
Decha then turned his head once more to place his hand to his mouth to yawn into it, he was feeling very tired.
Kiet eyed him up and down.
"You need to sleep decha."
Decha nodded to grab ahold of kiets hand to then take him down with him.
Kiet was to lay upon decha, to shake his head a bit has decha tightened his grasp to not fully want to let kiet go.
"Decha......"
Decha shook his head work his eyes closed.
"Please..... Stay to with me like this, it helps me to fall asleep..... Will you.... Please?"
Kiet moved his head up and down decha chest to close his eyes to then listen intently to dechas heart has it beated in his chest.
"For a bit, I need to go back to my reading decha, so fall to the sleep in a quick haste."
Decha smiled very wide to then start to slip under.
Kiet heard dechas heart start to slow, he couldn't help but allow a smile spread to his face to then stay to the there, to just listen.