our darkened love

in self misery

After running has fast has he could, kiet stumbled over something to the forest floor which caused him to go down a steep jagged Hill until he reached the edge of a swamp.
Kiet laid to his stomach with his head turned to the side to look ahead to see nothing but darkness.
He then closed his eyes has blood tears started to fall and heavily.
After however long, kiet then moved up to sit criss cross to look to the swamp to be a broken and hollow man.
Slowly he brought his hand to where decha hit to then lay it there to cry even more.
You did what you needed to, for the love of your eternal.
Kiet flexed his jaw to then take down his hand to grit his teeth.
Shouldn't I be content?
Kiet then peered his eyes to the side to see light was coming about.
He then looked forward to eye the swamp once more.
Should I let the light consume me? How long would it take to.....
Kiet kept looking forward to sit still has the light started to come to him.
He then closed his eyes.
Nothing else matters now, so should I go in this way?
Kiet then winced has the sunlight hit his body he then snapped his head to the side to see Decha who was eyeing him in after.
Kiet widened his eyes to then move quick to then go into the swamp to then eye where he saw him.
He shook his head.
Decha was never there.
Kiet then looked into the swamp to then go down to go under the mud to then await the night, it was something his father taught him when and if he would be in this way.
Has they day came and went, kiet then came out to then slowly go home with his head hung.
To his shower, kiet kept his head hung to have the water hit him not to feel anything.
Kiet then brought up his hands to then slowly take his garments apart to then let them fall about him to then take his hands to the wall to lay them flat to keep looking down.
After a bit, kiet cleaned himself to then be laying a bit wet to his bed to be on his back to look up to the ceiling to still feel nothing.
Kiet flexed his jaw.
You did this for him kiet...... You needed to do this, if not, he would have given up everything for you and I am not worth it.
Decha is going to help so many werewolves, he is going to be with his own kind, he will finally be happy.
Kiet then closed his eyes to then turn to his side to fight against the tears that wanted to slip out.
Kiet then shuttered has he heard a knock to his door.
Slowly opening his eyes, he then got off the bed to then go to grab some garments to dress to then go to the door to open to look narrowly at mora.
"Why are you to be here?"
Mora smiled to beam a bit.
"Your father is going to give us his blessings, we are too be claimed and soon also....."
Kiets eyes widened to then push her away until she hit the other wall.
She looked to kiet with wide eyes. He then held onto her arms a bit rough to grit his teeth and hard.
"You and I are never ever going to be claimed! I have never felt a thing for you!"
Kiet then left in haste, he needed to find his father. Mora turned her head to part her lips to look after him a bit surprised.
Before his wife, kiets father had his hands to either side of the desk to hold the edge to be close to her to raise his brow up and down.
She giggled to then turn her head has he did to see kiet coming and quick.
"Kiet? Where but have you've...."
Kiet went straight to his father to place his hands to his collar to then hold him up, fuming a bit, to shake his head.
"I am not going to be placed in a claiming with mora! The only person I have ever loved was and is my brother decha!"
Kiets father parted his lips to look down at him with widened eyes.
His new mother looked between them to make a face, to then eye his father awaiting his reaction.
"Tia? You need to leave and at once."
"Mm, listen you need to....."
"I said at once and now!"
Tia nodded to then leave reluctantly.
Kiet I am so very sorry, I hope your father does not go to hard at you.
Leaving, his father then wrapped his hands to his wrists to get kiet off of him, to then land to the floor to then punch kiet and hard to the face.
Kiet turned his head to then grit his teeth and hard.
His father fixed his suit to then crack his neck.
"Now that is out of the way, I knew something was to be between the two of you, I have known since I placed him to your crib."
Kiet furrowed his brow to then slowly look to his father a bit confused.
"Why did you hit me then?"
"Son or not, I do not like to when to be picked up in such a manner. Where is to be decha then?"
Kiet looked down to hang his head.
"Where he has been to going, he found werewolves then others just like him.....I..... Let him go."
His father have him a long face to then step to him to place a hand up his shoulder, kiet looked to his father.
"I want to become a grand vampire my father, but I will not be claimed."
His father looked him up and down to see his seriousness to then step closer to then go to his ear..
"In my reign I can not change such a thing, however in the first two weeks when you become a grand vampire you can change a few things, I am sure I know what you shall. I am apologetic for decha, saw him has another son, take but care of yourself."
His father patted his shoulder to then walk away.
Kiet slowly turned his head back to know what he was going to do when he became a grand vampire.
He then hung his head to close his eyes to see decha.