our darkened love

became hollow without you

Sitting to his knees, decha had his shirt off to take in deep breathes.
Dita was to his side to Shake his head a bit.
"Decha, why are you to be doing this again?"
"This is 200 years after...... Move aside Dita, you also do not need to be here."
Dita signed to then turn to leave.
"You are a fool."
Decha took in one long breathe.
"Proceed."
The punisher flexed his jaw to then start to whip decha, this time only 100. Decha balled his hands into fists to his legs to then slowly opened his eyes to slightly smile.
Kiet was before him, same stance to his knees to have his arms wrapped about himself to look at decha in anger.
"What are you to be doing!?"
Decha gritted his teeth has the spikes started to go into his flesh.
Kiets lips parted to dart his eyes.
"Decha! Stop this ludicrous behivor!"
Decha then slowly shook his head.
Kiet then hung his head to look down.
"Why won't you stop!" He wept.
Decha breathed in deep to wince.
"If I stop.....I won't be able to see you." He whispered through the wind.
Kiet slowly looked up to roll his eyes.
"You are a fool."
He then moved closer to place his hands to dechas, for him to then look down to close his eyes has he knew kiet wasent really they're, just was to be from his memory.
After the 100th, decha had his hands to the ground to breathe erratically.
"Mm.... More...."
The punisher shook his head.
"No decha, no more."
Decha then slowly looked up to see kiet start to fade.
"More!"
The punisher looked to him with a furrow brow to then turn to leave.
Decha turned to growl.
Decha then widened his eyes has he looked down to see a faded hand to his chin to move his head to the side, he looked to the ghost like kiet.
"You need to stop doing this to yourself, give in to the meditation, let me go. You are only to hurt yourself. Please stop this madness!"
Dechas eyes Darted has kiet started to very much fade away.
Decha took his head back to hang it to let the tears fall.
"I will never let you go..... Even though you, with another.....I..... Just..... Can't...."
Dechas body then passed out with the blood loss.
Groaning a bit, decha awoke to his stomach to then turn his head to see Dita to his legs to apply the medicine, decha signed to then look ahead.
"You did not of need to do this Dita."
"Yes I do decha, flier and I could not just let you stay to that field."
Decha then placed his hands under his head to continue to look to the wall.
Dita then furrowed his brow.
"Decha.... Why but you do this to yourself?"
Decha took in a breathe to then close his eyes.
"You have know the answer to that question."
Dita then stopped to lean into his legs to then look to the side at his face.
"You know, if something was to happen with my mate, I wouldn't be torturing myself like this."
"Maybe your bond is not has strong has mine was to be."
Dita narrowed his eyes to then turn his head to apply now medicine.
"Hence the words you were just to have spoken, to be."
Decha signed to then turn his head to the other side.
"I wish not to talk about this with you."
"Well, you have tried meditation, a few other things and this, has any of it done you any good? Maybe what you need to try is talking."
Decha shrugged.
"What is there to say? What will it matter?"
"It will be solely for your own good, maybe it will help you to move on and find another mate and..."
Decha turned his head back and quick.
"I have but told you so many times dita, I am too but stay celibate, I am never ever going to do such a thing! Stop to the mentioning of it!"
Dita signed.
Decha after a few calming breathes, then kept his eyes to Dita.
"Dita, what would happen if you were to be in the same situation? How long would it be for you to move on from what you had with flier?"
Dita parted his lips to then grit his teeth.
"Fine decha, I of but see your point, however I would not be harming myself in this way."
Decha then watched has Dita got up to then really look to him.
"Then let us go in this way, do you think your past mate would want to see you like this, I of know who he was, I saw him that night when he came to meet us, should I retrieve him and...."
Dechas whole body started to quiver.
Dita rolled his eyes..
"Transforming in this state would only cause you more harm, I am only merly suggesting, calm down."
Decha shook his head to then turn it to the other side.
"Just leave dita, I wish to heal on my own."
Dita signed to turn to then stop.
"If you or any other ever brings him here, Mark my words, I shall kill you."
Dita shook his head a bit to then open the door.
"If you do this again, I will and I shall take that consequence! You are my friend decha, this is enough!"
Dita then slammed the door to then walk in haste to his Hut that he shared with flier.
Going in, flier was to the floor sitting criss cross fixing something to then turn his head to eye.
"How is he but.....mm..."
Dita seeing flier and what decha had said made him go to flier in haste to place his lips to his and rough.
"He is but fine, you and I......nn.... I'm going to make love to you."
To decha, he took in a deep breathe to then get slowly up to then stumble a bit to the side to gather something to eat, he stopped when he heard something hit his floor, turning his eyes widened when he saw kiet there, with blood tears going down his face, decha signed to then move his arms up, kiet immediately went to him to wrap his arms about.
"You are such of an idiot!"
Decha closed his eyes.
"I of know that."
Shaking a bit, decha opened his eyes to see he was hugging himself, signing and hard he then turned to get something to eat, missing his vampire.