our darkened love

seem to be living

70 years later
To his Hut, decha had his eyes closed to be in a deep meditation, to take in deep soothing breathes, to then let them slowly go.
Has he sat for the last 30 mintues, his ears picked up has he heard his door open. Opening his eyes slowly he then looked to the side to eye dita to come in to then stand right in front.
"Is there something you are too be wanting?"
Dita took in a deep breathe to then sit criss cross to eye fully.
"You have been in here for about 2 weeks, what are you to be doing?"
"I am meditating, clearly my mind. When we were to that one village I was seen by a medicine man, I need to control my emotions and feelings...... To let them but die."
Dita made a face.
"Why are you to do that?"
"You know but to why dita."
Decha then took in a very long breathe to then close his eyes to then go back into his meditation..
"Decha.... You do but know this is just a bandage solution. Confront what is too be troubling you, decha you need to talk of the vampire and....."
Decha furrowed his brow to then open his eyes quick to have a growl emerge from his chest cavity.
"Leave now Dita!" He said through clutched teeth.
Dita took in a deep breathe to then get up to go to the door to eye it.
"This is just to cause you more misery decha, you need to confront."
Decha rolled his eyes to then close.
Dita turned his head to eye to make a face to then leave, wishing he had helped.
Gone, decha with his hands clasped together in the middle of him, slowly opened has did his eyes to peer them down to look at the blue ribbon he was too be holding.
It has been 100 years since I have last but have seen you kiet.......I do hope you are too be fairing well....... Even though you have yourself to another, my heart, body and soul still but belongs to you.
Decha then took in a deep breathe to place the blue ribbon to his mouth to then close his eyes to get back fully into his meditation..
To kiet, he was standing to a room with his arms wrapped to then raise his eye brow.
The girl looked to her mate to then take in a deep breathe to then go to kiet to whimper a bit.
"Please my grand vampire, allow this union to commence."
Kiet looked to her then him.
"You are but wolf, he is but human you know you shall out live him correct?"
The man gulped, kiet looked to him.
"Grand vampire, we have talked about this for 3 years very intimate and...... After we wed, if you were to allow it, he wishes for me to turn him into what I am."
Kiet made a face to then step towards him to fully eye.
"Are you to want to marry her for love or for being turned? Warning, I know I liar."
The man started to shake a bit, kiet shook his head.
"He is only wanting to be turned, I am not going to grant this union."
Kiet turned to then stop to hang his head, the girl started to growl.
He then turned to eye.
"This man does not love of you, do not be angry with me."
"He does love me! Always have, you are but to be wrong! What do you know of love, I have never seen you with anyone! Come gota, he is not the only grand vampire we may ask!"
Kiet gritted his teeth has he watched them both go.
He then turned with his head down to go about to retire for the day.
Before his door he stood there with hope that filled his entire being, to then step back to go to the wall to then look to said door to then slide down to keep his eys to it, this was the highlight of every retirement for him.
Kiet then bend his legs to place his arms to his knees to keep looking towards the door.
Child..... You have no idea what love really is to be, I know that one did not, and I did have someone and.....
Kiet leaned his head back to then close his eyes to grit his teeth, he was trying very hard not to think of decha but everyday it was inevitable.
Where are you to be right now decha? We have been away from the other for 100 years, why do I keep thinking I shall open my door and you will be there? I destroyed him, why do I think he would..... He no longer loves you kiet, you did your job for him to be happy, probable to the not think of you has you has of him....probable he has moved on with another to be.....
Kiet rolled his hands into fists to grit his teeth very hard.
Kiet then slowly opened his eyes to look to his door to wish to the not decha was there, laying to his bed, awaiting for him.
Kiet shook his head.
You are only torturing yourself now, you need to move on, need to fully place yourself to being a grand vampire, you are lacking in ways and it is not good for three others who are to need you but......
Kiet then got slowly up to then step to his door to place his hand to the nob, wishing and hoping.
You need to become better kiet, become a better grand vampire for all, what you and him had was a gift, you now need to.....
Kiet then opened the door to let it swing open to then walk slowly in, to get his hope dashed has it has been for the last 99 other times, he then went to his bed to stand to the edge to eye it, to shake his head.
You need to be better.
Kiet then turned to go to his desk that was overloaded with books to then sit to read, going into him self quite sorrowfully.