our darkened love

brother......I detest that word

Taking in deep breathes, the years seemed to roll has it did, for the pair, to the age now of 10, decha was just saved by kiet while 3 boys went to possibly end his life, he was too the bed to be too his side to look over kiets back has he was too his desk to eye more books.
Decha them moved his up and down.
"Kiet?"
"Mm?"
"I believe..... Your head is not big enough."
Kiet furrowed his brow to then turn his head to eye decha in confusion.
"Pardon?"
Decha smiled to then take a hand to his hair that flowed about, to then take in another deep breathe.
"You are always to read, think all the knowledge you are retaining should be growing your head to a larger size." He lightly chuckled.
Kiet rolled his eyes to then turn his head back about to then read over more.
"Go to slumber decha, while......I grow to my head bigger." He smirked.
Decha moved to his back to look to the ceiling, to then place his one arm to his stomach to then place his hand to his wrist to play with the blue ribbon kiet have to him.
Decha gritted his teeth to then close his eyes to sign a bit.
He always kept silent about what he was feeling, never expressed his other emotions, he so wished to, decha wished to talk openly to kiet about what he was too feel for him, however he never had the courage, it was maddening.
Decha then slowly opened his eyes to then peer them down.
"Kiet?"
Kiet rolled his eyes to chuckle.
"Decha? You need to sleep, also told me you wouldn't be a bother."
Decha then got up, to sit, to place his hands behind him.
"I..... Am trying not to be..... It is just.....I..... Am to think of....."
"What are you to think decha?"
Decha eyes darted.
"Well....."
Decha hung his head.
"It is..... More of a.... Feeling I wish to....."
Kiet gritted his teeth, to then dart his eyes over the page he was on..
"I..... Know you probably feel...... In a bad because of, what just occurred..... Do not worry or be concerned, I shall never allow anyone to hurt my..... My brother."
Kiet closed his eyes to make quite the face.
Decha eyes widen to then look up to eye kiets back up and down.
Decha then slowly laid down to then be turned to his side to eye the blue ribbon to have his chin quiver.
"So...... You were only protecting your.... Brother?"
Decha closed his eyes to grit his teeth over that word.
Kiet slowly opened his eyes, to dart them.
"Also...... My friend, we have had this conversation, many times over decha....."
Decha signed.
"I know.... Believe me I know kiet, however..... Do you..... Not...."
Decha signed again to close his lips.
Kiet turned to then eye.
"Do I...... Not what?"
"Do you..... Is that word..... Enough for us?"
Kiets eyes Darted to then turn back around to hang his head to eye the page.
"Truth?"
Decha opened his eyes to then look down to eye.
"Yes."
"It.....has never.... Fully explained our.... Relationship.....has never felt right, however.... That is what we are."
Decha signed.
"Mm, kiet?"
Kiet lightly chuckled..
"Decha, I have read and reread this sentence half a dozen times and...."
Kiet then looked up to part his lips, his head then was turned by decha, he had gotten up quick, to place his hand to his jaw to turn, for them to look at the other.
"For what has happened.....I..... Do not..... Wish to go into my slumber alone.....I have not ask this of you in years, however, given the circumstances, will you please.... Join me to the bed?"
Kiet looked decha over to then took his jaw out of his grasp to look forward.
"Decha.....I....we.....were to be to old for such a thing.... And um...."
Decha then wrapped his arms about to look to kiet.
"Please..... My brother?"
Kiet flexed his jaw to that word, it always irritated him.
"Decha.....my father may not be here for a bit, however.....I still can remember what he did to you when we were younger and I was too be too....."
Decha signed to then move back.
"I remember has well......I..... Am going to....adjourn to my bedroom..... Sorry for my intrusion, and thank you again, so very much for your help back there with them...."
Decha then turned to go to the door, to smirk, he knew what was coming.
Kiet rolled his eyes to then wrap his arms about, he was trying desperately not to take the bait, but he couldn't ever let decha leave in quite a way.
"Wait....."
Decha smiled wider, he didn't even make it to the door.
"If you go straight to sleep......I can give you a bit of time, however I do need to read this decha, shall be asked questions of the subject matter."
Decha nodded to then turn to go back, to move under the blanket, with a grand smile, he then made it disappear.
Kiet then got up, to dart his eyes..
Just get him to fall asleep..... Were nothing more then brothers..... That's right.... Brothers....
Kiets lips curled over that word.
Turning, he then felt a multitude of things, to then go to the side to eye decha to the bed, decha took a deep breathe to then turn to his back to then eye kiet, he then placed a hand to the side to then pat.
"Come forth kiet, I am very tired."
Kiet nodded to then go to the bed to sit, to then be to his side to eye over decha, every self doubt seemed to vanish, kiet smiled.
Decha then turned to his side to eye him intently. All his self doubts seemed to vanish has well.
"Mm.... kiet?"
Kiet shuffled closer..
"Yes?"
"Thank you......I do not know if.....bro...."
Kiet moved quick to place his hand to his mouth to cover to shake his head.
"Let's not, use that word for this day, mm, you must sleep decha."
Dechas eyes darted, he then moved his hand up to wrap it about kiets wrist to the move his hand away, to hold, there eyes darted.
Decha gulped has he looked over kiet that one emotion started to heightened.
He then started to move a bit closer, kiet eyed the action, to then shake his head, to move to his back to look up, still holding onto dechas hand. He was feeling the same emotion, however it confused him.
Decha signed, he then went to his side to close his eyes to keep holding hands with kiet.
"Good day....... My brother....."
Kiet darted his eyes, to let dechas hand go, to then wrap his arm about him to pull to his body, he placed his other hand to his head to stroke his hair.
"Good day....... My....... Brother....."
Kiet closed his eyes, desperately wishing he could sleep with decha but knew that would never happen, he also wished for there relationship was something to be more, but knew it could never be.