our darkened love

should I let my anger control me?

To the library in which decha could not go, kiet darted his eyes over the last of the finalized paperwork to then smile a bit, nodding he then got up to gather to then place it to the appropriate file cabinet to then look upon in.
Hopfully I shall become a grand vampire, I want to make so many changes, I want to help every species that occupy this world.
Kiet then turned his head to the side to dart his eyes a bit.
I..... Also want you by my side decha, not mora, but how?
Kiet made a face to then go back to where he was sitting to then look to the table top to really pounder.
In this you are too be seen to be my brother from all of those who surround us, rather we are connected by blood or not, we still do not know of your heritage, also you and I are both male.
Kiet then leaned forward to place his arms wrapped under his chin to then place it upon them to keep looking forward.
I do not want to be claimed to mora, all that is me belongs to you my decha, you and I both to know that however I do not see a way out of this. Once I am too be of 22, since I have not shown interest in another, this will come to pass rather I want it or not.
Kiet gritted his teeth to then turn his head to eye the wall.
There just has to be a way out of this, there has to be a way for you and I to claim the other decha, I just am not to find it.
Kiet then got up and quick to move in haste to find decha.
I am not to be mad at you anymore my hybrid for what you have insinuated, I can understand where that was too come from, I also need to get in better control of it, this is not an easy life for the two of us, you to be always gone and for me to be locked in this home to try to becoming a grand vampire, there just has to be balance.
Kiet then sped up to move even quicker, he then arrived to his door to his bed chamber, to then go in and quick, to then turn to close and lock to turn to then go to then lightly chuckle.
Decha was to his back, a arm raised, the blanket covering his lower, to show off his bare chest, to then have his long length of hair to his face.
Kiet then stepped closer to then move his hair slowly away to then sit to the edge of the bed to dart his eyes over his angelic face.
"You are very beautiful when you slumber decha."
Kiet then placed his thumb to dechas bottom lip to trace, to then turn to start to get up, he then widened his eyes has he felt a hand wrapped about his wrist.
Turning his head, he looked down to then smile.
Decha took in a deep breathe to then slowly open his eyes to then look over kiet.
"Where do you think, you are too be going my vampire?"
Kiets eyes darted, to then take his wrist away gently to then get up to de robe.
Dechas brow went up, to then stare at the action kiet was to be making, kiet let his garments fall about him, to then take a hand to his ribbon to then let his semi length flow down, to then get upon the bed, to place his head over dechas beating heart to then close his eyes to smile.
Decha peered his eyes down to then place a hand over his that laid to his chest, to then take another one to place to his head to stroke.
"I am too be going to right here my hybrid."
Decha took in a huge content breathe in to then close his eyes.
"Kiet?"
"Mm?"
"Are you.......still to be mad of me?"
Kiet then slowly opened his eyes to look to the action of there hands holding.
"A bit....... You know I hope nothing for her decha, has you are trying to find the balance for us, I am too try and find that has well."
Decha signed heavily.
"That is true, however, when I am too turn of 22 I will not be claimed to another......kiet....... Can we try then please claim the other, right here right to the now?"
Kiet made a face to then move his head up, his face fell, he then took his hand from under dechas to then place to his face to wipe away the tears that started to fall.
"Decha..... Do not of to cry."
Decha then got up and quick to wrap his arms about to hold dearly.
"I am not going to lose you to her my kiet!"
Kiet wrapped his arms about to hold him tight.
"Decha, you are not going to lose me to her, I can promise you that."
Decha gritted his teeth.
"It is a promise you can not fulfill I am very sad to say kiet....."
Kiet darted his eyes to then slowly move his hands from about decha to then place them too his chest to then push him back a bit to place his hands to his face.
"You are mine, has I am yours, there is always a way."
Decha took in a shaky breathe to slowly open his eyes, to then bring his hands up to wrap them about kiets wrists. He then placed his forehead to his.
"Kiet..... Please......I.....decha of the....."
Kiets eyes narrowed to then take his wrists from dechas grasp to then place a hand to his mouth to then take the other to remove the blanket, to then move about, to then take that hand to his member to place it to his outter to then eye decha up and down.
"We do not have so of the time together decha, let us make the most of it, no tears, no anger, just to be one. Mm...... Make to the love of me decha show me and......nn!"
Taking kiets hand away decha grabbed ahold of his vampire to do just that, to be a bit peeved about the current circumstances and the fact his vampire kept to then on, not allowing him to finish the claiming, however decha knew and understood has to the why, he just did not of the like.